sotong princess

2009-08-24T01:30:00.000+08:00

i have moved!

relink me at http://yvonne59.livejournal.com/

do link me and tell me kays! (:

2009-08-20T20:56:00.000+08:00

everyone shifted to other livejournal. should i shift too? cause sometimes i really cant take it anymore. blogspot got a lot of problem. like now. i dont noe what is wrong. the template weird weird one. and i couldnt upload photos for very long time liao. -.-

okay. main thing is not about this. but to blog something which i feel damn angry about. yesterday night my nephews' mum called san yi house. i mean okay she can call. but she scolded my nephew. and then my nephew hang up the call. you noe my small nephew is very stubborn. even when i scold him over the phone, he will pass it to someone else. but this time, he hang it. so that woman was damn angry she called and scolded my san yi. which made me feel damn irritated. she dont have the right to scold anyone in my family. she is no longer in the family what the hell can she scold. damn irritated. and what worse is she dare to say we are not educating her two sons properly. hello! she dont even noe how sad my elder nephew felt when he was in school learning about family. he had to bear the consequences of his friends saying he does not have a mother. i mean she dont even noe what is going on. my er yi had to explain to him. so naturally my elder nephew would say something nasty to her when she called. so she even theatened to call my cousin and scold him. what the hell. she is such a shameless person. divorce not even one year got married and pregnant. now dare to come into our family and care about us. what the stupid hell. she even commented that if she never bought the four sets of clothes for both my nephews each, they would not have shirts to wear. come on lah. i bought my nephews clothes that are super nice. unlike hers whereby it can only wear during WINTER! all long sleeves one and both my nephews are super afraid of warmness. damn idiot. then she never think loh. in the beginning she said she dont want the children so she gave up on their custody. now still dare to say anything. i just got to say she is a BITCH. i noe i am bad. but i cant help to say tat. i really dont like her. now it becomes worse. i hate her. get away and take care of your current family. dont come to my family and mess up everything. idiot woman!

national day

2009-08-09T21:15:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!!

this year national day parade is so nice. i enjoy it. haha! although i watch through the television, i still got the feeling leh. haha. it was a nice parade. the firework was nice too. but the airplane was not up to standard. haha! last year one nicer sia. cause got the heart shape. haha! but overall it was a nice show. i really hope i can go there and see lah. and i see a sea of red. so nice!

and i really love those national day songs. they are very nice. and i can still sing it man! haha. i dont noe why but the songs make me feel a little touch. haha! i am very proud to be a Singaporean. haha! i love Singapore too! ((:

ndp cum teachers' day

2009-08-07T23:16:00.000+08:00

yippee! i just reached home after a long long day. haha! it was fun and enjoyable. heex. i meet my kids finally! and i was surrounded by them. haha! "ms yvonne.. ms yvonne.. teacher yvonne.." haha! and my dear k2 shouted hi ms yvonne when i was talking to maya. cute sia! haha! i love them.. and not to forget my kai kai and kingston! they come directly to me when i walked in the class. haha! and i had a big hug from everyone. haha! ((:

ndp celebration was fun. i was doing all different actions with the n2. i was like what to do sia. cause no one brief me about anything. so i just followed the rest. it was fun to do with them. and kids are like so high and enthu. haha. not to forget everyone was dressed in red. a sea of red today. haha! and i wore my red smiley long tee. haha! happy. but the smiley face on the shirt is black now. cause of my bag strap rubbing against the black line. roar lah! i hope it can be wash away. ):

after that was lunch buffet. they said is cum teachers' day celebration because the muslim will be fasting during the month. so we had an early celebration. and aS usual, it was time to sabotage the birthday month people. and i miss the fun! shereen and maya were the first two to play and eileen happily tell me to prepare and i thought only start around 12plus so i went upstair to see my babies. in the end~ i came down they already finish. -.- sad! later on was wanfeng and joshua. it was damn funny. haha! but it was a good laugh! ((: i love them man! haha!

we went chilling after that.. wanfeng, shereen, eileen, ms chong, maria, rupeen and me! we went to a pub near sembawang park. we had a long long chat and laughing session. but mostly is complaint and story time. i got another session of story telling by them haha! last time was after felicity talk at al-ameen. haha! but okay i will always be their listener when it comes to complain. LOL! we had a good time. let's chill out soon again. and i believe our holiday coming right! haha we are planning on a trip. come on i want to go somewhere fun! haha!

and i got something very happy to announce! baby cherris is born today. her bdae is on 7 aug! haha! and she is sooo CUTE! like precious. haha. cant wait to hold her in my hands. and i am officially their godma from 5 aug onwards. haha! i am happy to be their godma. ((: i cant wait to see them. my lovely little ones!

club!

2009-08-06T14:14:00.000+08:00

the night was young. and we went party! together with eveleen and joey. it was very exciting. haha! first time went club without sweetie. oh i miss my sweetie suddenly. and it was kinda fun! but certain things made me feel damn disgusted! i surely CURSE and SWEAR the idiotic guys! not to elaborate much. only those there will noe.

yesterday was damn pack at phuture. is like worse than sat night! and it was WARM! we were like touching people who were damn sweaty too. super disgusting. oopsie! and i keep telling joey i will never step in during ladies night again! roar. but zouk was fun! the music was sooo cool! haha! cause it is mambo jambo night. haha! i love the music.

cab home with joey after that. it was a nice night with these two girls. they are awesome! haha! let's go party again kays. but no phuture during ladies night. haha!

later going airport. to send susan off. both my lecturers went off liao. sad!

tomorrow is going to be another day! ndp celebratioN! haha! with my kiddies. i miss them. awww! see them dance and play tomorrow. and lunch with teachers. haha! fun fun! i really have lots of fun this one week holiday man! next week going to be another oh my god week. haha! starting liao!!! chiong ar!!!

scary

2009-08-02T22:01:00.000+08:00

i feel scared! really scared. incident that happened long ago came back again. everyone thought it end but suddenly it came back again. let me recalled.. is like 10 years ago? ya ya. that time er jie was like screaming and protesting. i was damn scared when i was young. now everything back again. she became worse. i thought it stop. mummy said it was depression. but temple people said something following her. gosh. i damn scared. i can remembered what she said at that time. "his head is coming. he is coming to me." damn scary!

i dont want this to happen to her. i hope she is well now. please! let her recover. dont come and disturb her. sobx!

one week break

2009-08-01T23:43:00.000+08:00

after a tough and tiring six weeks.. i am officially off for a short break. i will definitely enjoy my break. cause i have lots of program coming up. looking forward to my dates with my girls. (: although it may be just a week break, i will definitely make use of it.

oh ya, lots of unglam photos are up. at facebook. i will need to edit all photos and put here. but i am very lazy to make all photos. haha! i guess if you want to know more go to my facebook ba. but i believe you will go crazy when you see my photos. haha! and i need to wait for my frenx to send it to me first then i can upload. haha!

i cant believe it.. i am done with six weeks of intensive. now i left with eight weeks of extension and one semester is gone. oh my freaking god! it is damn fast! i really really cant believe it.. oopsie! and i am sure this six weeks i have learnt a lot of things. and i really enjoy the sessions with my lecturers! they are nice. i kinda miss them liao. haha!

last thursday went airport. it was sad to send felicity off. but i believe she will be back. or probably i will see her in boston next year. oh man.. she is very nice. and next thursday is susan. i am going to airport with my girls. oh man. hopefully i get to see them real soon. i like them lesson. especially drama! i enjoy and have lots of fun. although i am just an oak tree during dramatization, i still love it. children were laughing when i said i am a big oak tree. haha! so cute neh.. :D i cant wait to go back to occ and dramatize for my N2 babies.. haha! i miss them..

and i miss all my loves! sweetie went to hongkong and will be back only on monday night.. rain start working only off on sunday.. stella resting at home cause going to give birth soon.. precious baby at home with stella mummy.. oh man.. i miss him.. not to mention some of my sec frenx.. and my poly frenx especially xueting! i am going to see her next sat for our long fulfill kbox session with zi, samm and constance! haha! oh man, i miss joey laughter! haha! i going to see my wheelock girls on monday for a picnic at hort park! haha! let me enjoy for the week and i shall start working hard again.. ((:

2009-07-14T23:03:00.002+08:00

seriously, i need to sleep. but i cant sleep. why? i am far too worry about my assignments. i dont noe what to do man. is like i am very lost. the lost sheep in the yard. i dont noe my way back to my yard. how!

no one to depend on. very very sad. is like i am going round and round and never meet a stop. haish. i feel damn lousy. really.

i never feel this way when i was in poly. i dont noe. i just feel damn lousy. i seriously cant work well now. i need a little help from people. but no one seems to bother about my existance. it is damn sad. sometimes i really wonder. did i take the right route? will i be happier if i get to work rather than study? i dont noe. i am far too confuse with what i actually want.

haish. all i need is a little push and a little more love. i dont feel love. i feel like being kick to a corner. haish. what an emo day.

2009-07-11T23:58:00.002+08:00

yup. finally got some time. so i came to blog. (:

everything went on quite well. time management getting better. just that i had been addicted to THE SIMS3! that why i never get to sleep early. hahax! and at times i didnt get to finish reading my textbooks. hoho! so was quite bad afterall.

let see what i did over the past three weeks. everyday was laughter at school. we had different activities. i enjoyed drama and arts lessons cause was about creative drama. and it was quite fun. but impacts and designing lessons were quite tiring. need to keep focusing about the topics that everyone was discussing. need to keep using my brain when my brain seems so dead. -.- but nevertheless, i still enjoyed the lessons as the lecturers were very nice. (:

and! i went back to find my babies last friday. my babies were sooo CUTE! heex. they were like shouting for my name. i was sooo HAPPY! i really miss them man. but it was a pity. i didnt get to hug my kingston and my kai kai. i miss them alot lah. their voices especially and the way they used to call me. oh i managed to see some of the parents. they were like oh you are back. how are you and everything. so nice to be back again. but quite a lot of changes to the centre. not very use to it. but nevermind soon will be use to it.

oh i cant wait to go out with my frenx. i havent date rain and stella. i havent date xinyi. wah a lot of people neh. die. must really date them soon. hopefully kays! wait till i have lesser homework. i believe i will be more free during the next 8 weeks of school. i cant wait for the holidays now. i am looking forward to my holidays in OCTOBER! woohoo!

i went to junry's bdae today. it was nice to see her and xiaojun again. like how long man. sad to say i did stay in contact with my primary school frenx. abit sad man. but i am happy that i always keep in contact with my sec and poly frenx. heex. happy!

okay wish me luck people!

2009-06-28T22:48:00.002+08:00

i am tired. i finished the journal but not the 2 critical reflections. no mood to do. totally no! i am in a mood of searching my maltese puppy online! like DEHH!!

really need to do the reflections tomorrow. like omg. going to sleep late again. ahh!

i am tired! i want the maltese puppy! i want it please~

2009-06-25T21:38:00.002+08:00

come on! it is time for a break. give yourself a pat on you back!

it had been very very tiring. i really need some sleep. deep and nice sleep. i miss my dreamland man. i dont noe when i can have enough sleep. i dont want to become a panda neh.. i will look very ugly leh. roar. with those heavy eye bags. ahhH! i dont want...

this whole week had been quite tedious. everyday working till late to finish readings and assignments. but i dont seems to understand the readings. assignments still okay. but dont noe what i am writing about. quite irritating when i simply cant figure out what i am doing. some of the readings made me quite confused. some are interesting to read. i am now trying to find my interest in reading them. so please give me some time. and i seriously need some sleep to allow my brain to work better.

seriously i feel that degree is very very different from diploma. in diploma assignments will be explain thoroughly by the lecturers and i can understand what i am going to do. but now.. is like i need to read on my own, do on my own and even understand on my own. i really need to stop depending on asking people for explanation. need to understand all by myself. hopefully i can do it. and degree is all about sharing and discussing ideas. so i need to understand what i am reading.

give me some support! and i need time to relax and enjoy. i want to date my sweetie, date kuku family, date my darlings, visit my kiddies in school and many many more. please provide me with more time! and also, mr brain of mine, please allow the brain cells to work faster kays. so i dont have alot of difficulties in understanding what i am doing. PLEASE! I BEG YOU!!!

school starting soon

2009-06-14T21:21:00.002+08:00

oh my god. the week passed by so fast. now it is going to start another new week. i cant imagine. is just like a blink of my eyes. gosh. and i got to say. i am starting my degree course next monday. i am not prepared for it. haish. i am very very worried. is like i totally got no mood for school even thought i had been to the writing clinic for 3 times le. and amanda told me everyday had to do reflection. and is a never ending reflection. i feel the stress. plus she said it is better to get all the books. cause i will need it for the reflection. haish. worried about the money worried about the assignments. i cant stop worrying. sobx!

let's not talk about my sad sad thing. if not i will start to cry again. :X oh ya, last wed took leave and went out with godsis family and mummy and xiangxiang nephew. we went to united square. cause i did promise him that i will bring him to see his favourite ben 10 show. haha. i guess he had fun then. haha! he got his special ben 10 watch, underwears, bowl, spoons, cup and toy. haha! i can said that the show was not as nice cause was about fighting. i dont like. and i warn him not to follow what those characters were doing. thurs was alright. took my class for the whole day. i was happy. at least i was with my babies. ((: we did chocolate fruit kebab. it was not as nice as the restuarant one. haha! but okay lah.at least the children enjoy making it. (: and it was a gift to their daddy for father's day. although father's day is like this coming sunday. hahaha! early gift for their daddy. ((:

fri was quite a sad day. cause it was my last day. i didnt get to see my half day children. i wonder they will miss me not. haha! and only 4 full day children turn up. like so sad right. cause last day of school le mah. haish. i bought some chocolate and custard pastries for the teachers. it was quite nice for the chocolate one. haha. i didnt manage to try the custard one. but sheeren said the custard one was better. haha. okay back to the main point. they were very bad. they threw flour on me lah! said it was to congrat me for getting into uni. like dehhh! they threw at me in front of my inventors kiddies. -.- and they were like what is happening. all of them came to me and asked me what happened to me. why got white white. i was like ehh it was flour. -.- then want to go back centre to clean up and auntie lim dont want help me open the door. -.- she also same gang one leh. so sad loh. never help me. the 3 ladies smiling happily inside lah. roar. but okay lah. lucky didnt gana much. mostly on hair and my legging. so i become a white lady that day. haha! but then still very sad. everyone was like asking will you come back soon? i dont noe how to reply. i just said dont noe. my babies are asking why you leaving you dont want us. all kind of questions. i was quite upset to reply them. so i just said ms yvonne will come back soon kays. and they smile. i miss kingston hugs, kaikai kiss, chloe holding hand, kayla hugs and all my n2 babies laughters. sobx! i miss them!!

sat i went clubbing at phuture. cool! but the dance floor was far too pack which i dont like. it wasnt like that in the past. suddenly like so many people. -.- and i got to know a few new people. like xinyi's cousin xinhui and their friend, shaun. haha! it was a very tiring night. we danced till we are very tired. and we drank till we like very full. and it was quite warm that night. but i still enjoy the night. sweetie, can we go again soon? and i will miss amanda for 6weeks. she is flying to boston le. next year will be my turn. sad! we promise to go again when amanda is back. so i will wait for amanda to come back! (:

tomorrow going back malaysia and tuesday going to genting till friday. hopefully i had loads of fun before the school start. ((:

dating with friends!

2009-06-08T21:26:00.000+08:00

last friday met up with rain, stella and baby precious for dinner. we went to aijisen for dinner. haha. as usual had my favourite ramen ------------ teriyaki chicken ramen. haha! i love that most man. hoho! okay lah. baby precious is soooo cute can.. especially when she ties her hair. but too bad. didnt really take photos neh. sianx. cause camera no batt le lah. roar! and you noe what. she enjoys shouting and screaming lah. the whole shop also her noise level. haha! although it was a short meet up. i still have fun. i enjoyed sitting there eating together wit my love ones.. ((:

sat went to tampiness 1 and expo with them again. haha. we were quite late when we reached tampiness 1. sianx loh. in the end never walk around there. and also no chance to go to the popular fair. haha! nevermind. i still got 20% voucher from the pop club. hoho!. i want to go and get the sushi book. heex. yum yum! oh ya. bought quite a few things from the motherhood fair. wet tissues, socks for both hao and cherish, then what butterfly de for precious, crabbie shirt for hao, jumpy for precious. haha! although spend quite a lot, still have fun there. i do enjoy buying things for others. (: i like to see the smiley face on other people. hoho!.

but sometimes, people will ask why you never want to see your own smiley face? i do want to see. but sometimes it is quite hard to please myself. haha! so loh. nevermind. i will make sure i smile more too. ((:

yesterday was miss ong farewell party plus annual campfire. it was quite sad. miss ong cried and some of them cried too and this include me. haha! didnt really cry lah. just got watery eyes. controlling very hard. i will miss her neh. she is a good teacher. i remembered in the past i used to hear her scold and scold. we always made her quite unhappy. but we also did things which she feels very proud of us. i miss her scolding.. i miss her laughing.. haish. now she transfer to another school. i cant see her during teacher's day. haish. thinking back, we had a lot of fun with her. and she will always believe in us. she never loose patience with us, she never never cry in front of us even if we did badly. but yesterday she cried badly. i hope she will be doing well in her next school. do come back to rss often i hope.

i realised a lot of my teachers are no longer in rss. i miss them badly.. haish. like how i use to look forward to mrs thong and ms chithra lesson. cause we always have fun although they are very fierce.. i enjoyed their lesson. and also mdm ho.. went to her house to have revise for chemistry. oh my.. what a good flashback of o level.. it had been 4 years... mr kok mr sani hu laoshi mdm mattews and many many more. i miss them. how i hope they will all come back to rss one day for a special party.. please hope this day come! cause i miss them badly...

and this week is last week in childcare. ahhh!! i hope this will pass slowly. i miss them already. sad!

updates

2009-06-04T22:32:00.002+08:00

someone told me to update my blog. sooo here i am again. haha! miss lee lihui! you see i blog le hor. wahhaa!

alright, another week to go. i will be officially jobless. haha. no more income. need to save more and more man. haish. and this means, i got to leave my children.. SOB! i dont want. i miss them man. so sad. leaving them.. there are some unhappiness there. the confusion is still there. wanting to leave or not. hahaha. the mood is not right lah. i cant predict two years down the road what will happen. maybe i might not see the same old people again. maybe i might not be back at the same place. maybe i need to stay strong myself. or maybe... there are so many maybe lah. and to think, 2 years later my lovely babies are all in k2. definitely i am not going to be there with them. how sad. they are my first love. i taught them ever since they are in n1. seeing them progress make me smile. but now... i got to leave them. darling i will miss you all man. haish.

i cant bear to leave them. how??? okay i should be strong right. i need to stand strong and believe that i will be back! understand!!!!! wait for me! i will be back! heex.

oh... this sat going to go out with rain and stella and baby precious! heex. it has been quite long before i see this darling baby. heex. miss her neh! not to mention... miss the two ladies too.. haha! sometimes i told myself.. i need to put some time for my frenx. but then.. haish.. neverMind i will try to see how. hmmx.

alright... goodnight everyone! see ya soon!

school starting

2009-05-29T22:04:00.002+08:00

okay. time for cleaning the dust located here. haha! i must constantly come to blog man. if not very very very very dry. hmmx. okay this whole week was rather busy. no time to rest man. ptc started. talk and talk to the parents. good thing that everything is good. positive feedback too. i am so glad about it. and kinda like very upset to leave the children and even the parents. but no choice. school starting on 22nd june. which is like a month to go.

alright. i got my latest email for the adminstrator from wheelock college. there are two classes. and sad to say. leen not in my class. but lucky to say zi and samm are with me again. but i will miss leen laughter in class man. haish. okay lah. first 6 weeks no problem cause we going to be in the same room with the same timing. but next 8 weeks we will only be in the same class on tue. so quite sad too. hmmx. nevermind going to fine. (: oh ya, friday got no school! so i will have longer weekend man! heex. or should i start finding job on fri to sun? need to earn money for my allowance when school starts. haish. i wonder laoshi would want me not. haha! please. i dont mind working for only one day. at least got money mah. haha!

okay. like i said i want to be a good student now. i want to really get good results. hopefully i can kays. give me the support bah people! i will appreciate it. and 2 more weeks before my last day at work. i hope to enjoy my last 2 weeks. please... let me have fun and enjoy kays!!! (:

another update

2009-05-23T00:35:00.003+08:00

hello! once again i am back. have been rather busy recently. cause have been rushing for port folio and everything. haish. till now havent even finish all my reports. see how i going to die if i never complete the report. haish. sianx loh!!!! ahhh!!! okay super duper tired. cause had been out with mummy from morning till now. haha! so super tired now.

okay. graduation was over. photographs are all in my facebook. haha. if you want to see please go to my facebook kays. heex! that day was rather okay loh. i am glad that daddy was there to witness my graduation. (: received my diploma and was very happy. i am offically a diploma graduate now. heex! samm, zi, ting were there together with me. then we took loads of photos. still with samm and ting. they havent send me neh. haha! more photographs will be upload soon in my facebook kays. heex! (:

next is my grandma bdae. heex. super fun. loads of laughter neh. my cousins all so funny. haha! and we took family photo neh!!! heex. i like my photo. i want to frame up in my room. heex. i dont think i will get a chance to take the whole family photo again neh. cause everyone also never present. haha! nevermind lah. wait for next year again. haha! we will take one big family photos again! haha!!!!

then rain bade. haha! so many funny things. all photos will be upload in the facebook. so just go to my facebook and see kays. haha!!!! no need to wait and wait to load the photos. ((:

and you noe!!!!!!! wheelock class list is out. i am not in the same class as my bestie leen. so sad. super duper sad. i had this feeling ever since i receive the letter that i enter wheelock. sianx loh. but will be same class as sim theen.. after 3 years, we are classmates once again. the feeling of sec life will be back soon i think. haha! not too bad. but i miss leen laughter neh. she is the one who will cure my boredness in class man. haish. please please.. hopefully they change the class kays!!!! i want both simtheen and leen in my class kays!!!!! PLEASEEE!!!

and i need to rush for my port folio!!!! please bless me kays..

graduation

2009-05-12T21:19:00.002+08:00

tomorrow is the day! it is my graduation. although i have attended graduation a few times which were the kindergarten, primary and secondary school graduation! wahaha. but this one is much more exciting. basically i am going to wear graduation attire. haha! first time wearing sia. and i just tried wearing. it looks sooo big! lol! haha. neverMind one time only. hoho.

okay very excited about tomorrow. i wonder daddy and mummy going not. they havent tell me. -.- so dumb right. haha! and going to see my frenx tomorrow. haha! miss them till max lah. hoho! and you noe i am on leave tomorrow! but kinda bad leh. heard from shen laoshi tomorrow not enough teachers. sianx. okay a day break. haha! enjoy tomorrow and go back to fight on thursday. hoho!

i shall update more tomorrow then. with those pictures. haha! see you guys soon.. (:

time for an update

2009-05-10T19:06:00.002+08:00

boohoo! i am back. just for a little update. haha! okay this month is a very very expensive month. know why?? haha. let me tell you. cause every weekend i will have one bdae party to attend! gosh. like never ending loh. haha! but anyway i will have fun i noe. so no worries. hoho!

last weekend was cousin jingwei 21st bdae party.. went back to malaysia for celebration. not a big one. is just a small one. went to restaurant to eat only loh. then yesterday was jiabao 21st bdae. haha! went with rain, kuku, precious and melting. nothing much there. talked to suyin, weifu and xiongwei. all about sjab. wah piangx cant believe i graduated from rss for 4 years already! oh gosh. damn old liao lah! trying very hard to remember what they were talking. only got bit by bit. haha! but it was a fun time talking about the past.. (: not to forget, running up and down with precious is super tiring. really man. she can walk everywhere without stopping loh. oh gosh. i dont remember my nephews are like that when they were young. haha! but okay lah. enjoy playing with her. ((:

this coming weekend will be ah ma bdae dinner and rain 21st bdae party. wahaha! busy weekends. still havent get anything for ah ma. dont noe what to buy for her. probably do a card for her?? hmmx. very long never do card for ah ma lioa. haha! she will be surprise i believe. (: then for rainn... hmmx it will be a secret. heex. (; i will turn up with one pressie. not to worry. wahaha!!!!

it had been quite fun in childcare. laughters everyday. just that a bit tired. sometimes also quite stress ar. cause of the H1N1 flu, chicken pox and hfmd. wah tired. very worried loh. but nevermind cause i always told my kids to wash their hands with soap. and they did. they are my good babies! (: kinda like very scared going back to school. i cant imagine the assignments that are coming up and most importantly leaving my babies. i will definitely miss them one lah. i want to hug them tightly before i leave. i will really really miss them. for 4 months they are my babies. although sometimes they really make me very angry, at times they can also be very cute. i love them to the max man! okay i shall look forward to everyday in the centre. oh ya! the 18months babies are sooo cute!!! liam is sooo cute. he walks like a cartoon can. haha. and he smiles like an angel. cutie boy man! and also gladys. haha! her big big eyes. i will definitely miss her calling me jie jie. haha!!! okay i shall take photos of them soon!! heex. and now very stress! ptc coming. 2 more weeks. and my lesson plan havent finish! must finish today man!!! roar!!! faster dooo yvonneeeee!!!

2009-05-01T01:31:00.002+08:00

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Rectangle shape Japan Dariya Hair Bang Fringe Pad

Hello my frenx!!!! Does not like it when you clip up your fringe and leave marking on it? Do not worry! My cousin has something very special which will not leave mark on your fringe. It is the Japan Dariya Hair Bang Fringe Pad. You can just put it on your fringe and it will stay there for long. In addition, we also have two different kinds of fringe pad. One is in ribbon shape while another is in rectangle shape.

Furthermore, she is also selling a special clip. When you used the clip, other people will not be able to see your rubber band. It is very special. Your hair will still be neat and tidy after using the clip for quite some time.

Prices are as follow:
Ribbon shape Japan Dariya Hair Bang Fringe Pad -> S$3.50
Rectangle shape Japan Dariya Hair Bang Fringe Pad -> S$2.50
Special Clip -> S$4.50

Postage fee will be S$0.50 each item.

So, what are you waiting for? Hurry get one for yourself today. If you have any other questions, do contact my cousin at women203040@hotmail.com. Thank you.

interview

2009-04-22T22:43:00.002+08:00

hoho! today i went to NTUC childcare group hq for the degree course interview. wahaha! it took me 1 hour to reach there and stay there for 15mins. diaox. okay those people who interview me are all i know. one is my DLE lecturer, one is the management of LSH and last but not least, NTUC hr officer. haha! so the interview went on quite well. just that their questions are really difficult to answer. i got stuck something dont noe whether the answer i gave is correct not. haha! oh i met cindy there too. she also went for the interview. haha! at least now i noe i am not the only one. haha! as in my class lah. haha~

okay stay at home was bored! i hope i was in the centre. nobody at home. and haiyo gave tuition to annabelle today. and i nearly vomit the blood! she hor really dont noe what she is thinking man. tell her many times still give me same answer! roar lah. after tuition, we went to play badminton. so funny i can say. cause the badminton racquet that we used are haohao one. haha! so imagine adults playing with toddler toys! haha! and i can say that not very good lah cause we never hit it well loh. but at least we perspired! haha. and i went for a jog! haha. sweat!!! nice one. jia you then! get going and slim down yvonne!!! (:

another day at work tomorrow! and mummy daddy is back tomorrow too. hoho! oh did i say that brother was having fever yesterday and i was having bad sore throat plus coughing? oh gosh! hope to recover soon... sat is a day out with my kuku family!!! heex~~~

i am back

2009-04-19T14:51:00.003+08:00

hello! i am back. hahax. i noe i noe. it had been soooo long since i blog again. i dont noe leh. no time to blog sia. everyday after work, rest and sleep. then the next day start again. same old routine. hahax. last friday met up with sweetie. and i really really realised my life is missing a lot of things. haish..............

i dont noe. but i just feel that i have been neglecting my frenx. i havent been meeting up with my frenx for very long. everytime when people date me, i will be very busy. i also dont noe why. haish. stupid life. i dont like it lah. maybe i should really give up on something to replace my life. i need some excitement in my life. i cannot be so dumb to be like this forever. work is good. but i still need some fun can! a real fun!

okay frenx, i shall think about it. and i should balance my work/school life with my personal life. i will be good and learn to balance it. (:

2009-03-14T11:59:00.012+08:00

haha! time for some updates of the photos! sooo let the photos talk bah!!
(: some dont really have lots of photo. haha but do look through. wahaha! and i enjoy my days at the centre. heex. yesterday management came down. i wonder how they grade my classroom. haha! and also me! wahaha. and last thursday celebrate ms chong bdae. haiyo! soooooo funny. i laugh till i really cant take it. haha! but i had fun. heex. :D

ikea trip on 8 march 2009. which i spent $300plus there buying all the things for my room!

kuku family dates. haha! went sakura to eat and after which went for a walk at town. 7 march 2009.

my nephews! haohao birthday celebration at my house. (; 7 march 2009 too.

melaka trip. went to see little nyonya things. and also went to eat the famous chicken rice ball. haha! on 8 feb 2009. (:

suyin 21st birthday celebration. on 28 feb 2009.

21 feb 2009. clubbing dates with my sweetie and gang. went to phuture and had lots of fun. heex. happy happy. that day also went to jazz's bf, chen kai 21st birthday party. (:

14 feb 2009. evelyn 21st birthday party. have fun and lots of laughter on that day. (:

last day of school! 4 feb 2009. haha! went to swensen at jurong point on that day for class lunch. haha! (; took class photo. and i finally graduate from poly! heex.

23 january 2009. iep poster presentation. a sad day but at least we learn alot of things. (:

17 january 2009. baby precious 1st birthday party.

work work work

2009-03-06T20:55:00.002+08:00

boo hoo! i am here again. today is friday. finally weekend come liao. haha! anyway i was sick. it was super terrible. voice totally changed. parents talked to me asked me what happened to me. i told i was sick they were like huh really. the children make you sick issit. i was like haha. no lah. already sick last week so drag till now still sick. we were still laughing and smiling to one another. haha!

okay i love my job. i love to be with my kiddies. they are a bunch of adorable and cute children. yesterday didnt go to work. so today when i reached the centre, chloe called me ms yvonne. i was like shock! she usually called me ms maya as ms maya was the previous teacher. now she called my name. so happy can. haha! then jessie also called me. i was like wah... never imagined they would call me. (: now i am really quite sad. i am trying very hard to stop counting the day i end work. which will be like very sad. haish. so i must work happily there first. (:
oh no, i havent settled my class. management is coming soon. so monday need to go early and put up whatever i have for my class. so yvonne please work hard for this few days. (: you will get repay one. heex.

babies babies, how i wish i can stay with you all. remember me kays! i will be back soon. (:

dilemma

2009-02-20T21:34:00.002+08:00

haish. i am now in a very difficult position. really a very difficult one. haish. i dont noe sia. is like initially i am very happy when i noe that i get into full-time wheelock degree course. but right now, i feel like taking up the part-time one instead of full-time. i dont noe why. i just feel like loh. i noe sometimes because i am in a position whereby i feel that working and studying together is better. but sometimes i may be wrong. so in a dilemma now!

full time degree got it pros. basically i would be more relax and not that tired. all i have to do is study and do assignment. also have semester and term break which is like good. can rest. but it also have it cons. which is i can directly apply whatever i learn into classroom. because i need to study everyday.

part time degree pros is i can apply what i learn in the classrom straight away. cons is i will be very tired. evening class and next day got work. so is like i might not be able to take it. i might fall sick. that is my worries.

so this is what i got from zi. her analysis for me. haha! i ask leen. she said full time better as not that tired. i ask shereen. she said i would miss the boston trip which is a very good experience if i take part time. i ask xinyi. she straight away scold me. she said i stupid if i take part time. haish how! my teachers told me part time better. but you noe lah. teachers of course say part time better cause they want me to stay there. haha! how sia!!!!

i dont understand why i got this kind of thinking. is like so sudden. initially so happy now become so sad. haiyo what am i doing sia. -.- i guess it might be because of recently taking over n2 class. becoming a full time teacher till june make me think alot bah. so i need to think very very well. remember. i must submit ntuc scholarship before 24march. sooo i need to think!!!!

help me!

work

2009-02-18T22:34:00.003+08:00

i start working already. (: i am quite glad that i am still working at LSH-OCC. heex. work with the N2 who are also my N1 last year during attachment. haha! quite cool. but quite a number of new faces. this whole week is like fighting against the war lah. cause not very familiar with their routine so a bit messy. next week onwards would be better. need to plan lesson plans and also newsletter. woohoo. i become a full time teacher. coool man. heex!!

oh ya, leen coming to OCC too. haha! she going to work with ms maria at the discoverers class. wahhh she can see my lovely lorraine and sheryl and pamela and klemens... i also want tooo see them. hahaa!!! enjoy your work leen!! heex!

another point

2009-02-15T23:57:00.003+08:00

i appreciate those frenx who really help me by calling NUH to ask about the blood donation for my dear frenx. thank you.

everything happened too sudden. i thought this would not happen as i believe miracle do happen. but i guess i was wrong. he left us this morning which made me cry for a moment. i dont really noe what to say. i was in a shock. i dont noe what i should do then. went for his wake today. dont dare to look at him. afraid that i might cry again. with selene, eve, yanxian and junwei there, make me a little bit stronger. looking at his smiling picture, it made me very sad. i seldom see him smile as he always look very fierce and stern. but today, he looked good. and i didnt cry.
i noe i wasnt a very good senior. i really regret. i should have praised him whenever he did something good. but i didnt. why i always do things which made me regret. twice it really happened. everytime i told myself i should treat my frenx better. but it doesnt happened. probably i am really not a good frenx. so maybe i should stay alone and reflect bah. i can never understand how to be a good frenx. so forget it. i shouldnt make more frenx.

dear frenx, thank you for being my frenx. you have left your footprint in my life. i appreciate it very much. you rest in peace. i will remember your smile and your joke. we shall be frenx again in our next life kays. dont worry, i will be strong. i will always remember you as my capable junior. i enjoy the night walk you plan for the camps although i didnt walk. i believe they were good ones. dont worry, i will get the other juniors to put up a good night walk for camps next time. you had shown them how to make it a success one. thank you! i will miss you. (:

god bless

2009-02-12T21:03:00.002+08:00

somehow, i am supposed to update a good and happy post today. but something hit me real hard. my frenx is now in hospital not knowing when he will wake up. so is kinda of like he is lying in the hospital not even knowing how his frenx and family are sooo worried. please wake up my dear frenx. you can fight for it.

so my frenx, if you come across this post of mine, please try and help by donating your platelets if you belongs to either B+ or O platelets. he really need your kind help. i really appreciate your help too. please go to NUH to donate and tell the person it is for jordan tan jun jie. by this weekend please!

**i am praying hard for my dear frenx. i do believe miracle will happen. (: please god, let him wake up!!

real soon

2009-02-10T00:59:00.001+08:00

i promise to update real soon. (:

just come back from malaysia. tomorrow got time will update. see ya~

soon~

2009-02-01T22:40:00.000+08:00

i am going to update soon. so stay tune!

semester ending! i am sooo EXCITED!!

(: SMILE WITH ME PEOPLE!!!

stress

2009-01-16T22:46:00.002+08:00

please people, if you want to continue reading, please consider. cause it will be a very very sad plus stressful post.

okay. get ready......

for once, i feel very very stress. i really feel like giving it up. totally feel like. i cant take it anymore. haish. for once i feel so tired. i noe my frenx are also like that. but i dont noe why, i am always the one crying over it. really damn frustrated with myself. everything also very pissed off with myself. haish.

my assignments are always in a mess. everything everything! haish. damn upset with myself cause everything i done will be in the wrong way. arhhhh!

i need some encouragement! really need some encouragement! and sometimes a bit endurance. shereen said endure and you will find that wheelock is actually nothing. but somehow i find it damn difficult to endure. sometimes is because i am really very tired. really really.

to those that encourage me, i thank you for giving me the encouragement. i will definitely treasure them. once i pass thru this stage, i will definitely thank you again. cause your encouragement make me move on. =))

confused

2009-01-11T23:30:00.002+08:00

i am super confused! assignments making me go blur again. haish!

can someone tell me how should i go about doing obhrm assignment?? i am really really very confused. my mind block le lah. tomorrow is a long day. and i dont noe have time to finish my assignment not! haish. many many things are left undone. =(

things to be done next week:
1. go centre and talk to ms stella
2. finish up my obhrm analysis and reflection
3. my aslec supervisor assignment

many many assignments and task to be done. haish!

I AM REALLY VERY CONFUSED WITH EVERYTHING!

*HELP HELP*

my activities!

2009-01-01T18:46:00.014+08:00

last saturday i went to zoo with my nephews, niece and cousins. =) we had a lots of fun. but we miss the 1.30pm show and the sealions show too. but nevermind. we finally went to the water playland. and we were having fun. my nephews and niece definitely love that place. haha! hao nephew kept asking when can go back again. and he kept asking to ride on the elephant again. but this time round, no one wants to ride. so cannot. plus xiang nephew and xuan niece were scared. now i realised, hao nephew is getting more and more brave. haha! below are the photos. take a look. =)

resolution for 2008 did not meet alot of them. haha! sad right. =( but my last day of 2008 was spent with my love ones. we really had a lot of fun and laughter. haha! i had bbq with my family and also my bestie eileen and lennon too. haha! really thanks the both of them for turning up. heex. =) we had hell lots of fun. kai cousin brought the snow spray. and he got 6 bottles. wei cousin started spraying me and minyi cousin. so we quickly went to find kai cousin. i took a bottle. and we started chasing each other with snow spray. then brother also join in loh! wah kaox. i kana loh. but in the end, wei cousin got most of the snow. haha! mummy and san yi were nagging. cause we accidentally spray onto the food. haha! then nevermind. we finished up the 6 bottles very soon. so i not very shuang. so i went to buy another 5 bottles with annabelle godsis. haha! then we were actually trying to countdown. but then hor, i think the firework started at somewhere near us. and we were all snatching for spray can. lolx. and we were running everywhere. daddy also used it to spray on godma and may auntie. haha! san yi kana too. haha! mummy also. but never take photo. only got me. haha! it was a fun night. and i really happy that i spent it with all my love ones. =) and 2009 will be a better year for me! =D

resolution for 2009:
- slim down more!
- study hard!
- save more money!
- dont spend so much money.
- never shed unnecessary tears. =)
- be brave and not a coward.
- stop being a sotong!
i think that should be all. haha! hopefully i am able to keep up with my new year resolution ar. heex! =D

and i havent do my assignments! haha!!!!!!!!!!!!! =X

ane camp to xmas!

2008-12-25T23:31:00.005+08:00

a week had passed. and i declared ane camp ended. yes. not much fun as compared to last year. only got anger cause by certain people. but i can comment that my gls did a wonderful job. so it is still a very fun camp for them. i hope that next year they will organise better. =) overall i still cried. too much pressure. imagine your phone never stop ringing from the beginning. go toilet, bath also got phone call. how sad. everything not done properly will sure be yvonne. i was just like the wonder woman who doesnt need a time to stop. really tired. and i am glad that it had stop. i no longer need to get upset about things and cried. i am just as please as before. =) and i do meet quite a few seniors. yes i enjoy their company. like usual. =)

group photos!

gls, seniors and me!

next is going to be my hao nephew again. he never stop appearing in my blog one leh. haha! see his cute face kays. =)

he received his xmas pressie from me. and he dont noe how to open it. so i told him just tear. and he really tear till mad. but in the end also i help me open de. haha! it is a wao ni ji. haha! then he played with it till very late that night. haha!

he got a spiderman mask. so he pretend to be spiderman. he always said wo yao qu xia ren liao. wo shi spiderman. so funny can. and the other photo was took today when he was shitting. he kept wearing his short on his head. wah piangx. then he will say ni kan bu jian wo. omg lah. then mummy was scolding him cause she scared he trip over and all the shit flow out. haha! but he never listen. lucky nothing happened. =)

went out for xmas party with xinyi. haha! we went to watch twilight! oh my. my handsome and cool edward cullen. i totally fall in love with him. haha! the movie was nice. but the book is nicer. heex. and i love the part when edward got together with bella. and seriously, i never imagine jacob to be that hairy. haha! but overall, it was a very exciting movie especially when james attacked bella. but the ending wasnt that nice. heard that will have another part. i will be waiting. heex! oh ya, had our dinner at sushi village with sushi. heex. my favourite as usual.

the night was young. after movie it was only 11.35pm. and soon it was christmas. you would hear people shouting merry christmas to everyone. long time dont have this feeling liao. haha! and headed to our next party place. club! haha! dont really have the mood. but someone force me to go. wahaha! and she left me alone after that. so sad. seriously i dislike him. =)

alright above are all my xmas pressie. except for ting cupcakes which were in my stomach. haha! thanks peeps for the lovely pressie. definitely, i receive the loves by everyone.

last but not least, MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!! XD

recent updates

2008-12-18T15:31:00.006+08:00

yes i am back! with lots of photos. =) haha!!! i think i better blog. if not i will be mia soon as tomorrow is ANE14 camp. but dont really have the excitement. haha! okay let me have a very short update of what i did during the first week of my holiday! =)

saturday 13 december 2009
mummy and san yi went to watch yu tian and lee ya ping concert. so left me, jingwei cousin, hao nephew and ah ma at home. daddy went to wedding dinner and brother went out with frenx. so after much pestering, jingwei cousin decided to follow what i said and off we went to orchard to see the xmas light. haha! but you noe, we had been going round and round at orchard. cause i dont really noe the route. haha! and i really keep following 190 bus route. haha! but in the end, we saw the light and find our way down to expo to fetch mummy and san yi. =)

then sunday was shopping trip. went to causeway point to buy pressie for my frenx. =) finall bought the gifts and went home to wrap and design the cards. but somehow it still look plain. =(
oh ya, mummy bought an oven! yippee.. yvonne is able to make cake. haha! i have been waiting for sooo long. haha! then at night, bake cookies with hao nephew. and you noe what! he made me do the cookies again. cause he insisted in helping me to stir the ingredients. sooo his saliver went in! so digusting. haha! in the end he ate his own cookies. i gave my frenx what i made. haha!

mon and tue were project meeting days. went to different branch starbucks. haha! but i really no mood do assignments sia. haiyo. sianx! i think i need to do it next week when i am home. i cannot slack anymore. if not, i wont be able to get it done. haiyo!!!!

okay! wednesday 17 december 2009!

it was a day with leen and her nephew xavier. we went to bukit panjang plaza to see barney show. we met at 11plus and was shopping at the barney area. hao nephew bought a lot of things sia. -.- all barney one. got towel, face towel, a bolster, set of clothes, underwear and a bowl. see the photos and you will noe! haha! then we went to eat mcdonald. after we came back, the area was sooo crowded. and only children can go in the show area. haiyo. i so worried cause hao nephew never see before scared he might cry. but who noes, he didnt. leen nephew brought him in and sat with him. both of them hold each other hands. so cute right. haha! then when the show end, they even came out themselves. i got a shock when i cant find them. haha! leen nephew is a very good kor kor sia. haha! then it was photo time. both of them went up. i miss the shot when hao nephew went straight up to hug the barney. oh my. mummy was scolding me for being slow. never take photos. haiyo how i noe he will go and hug the barney. -.- but nevermind. the photo was nice. he smile till so funny. haha! and that was the end. now he kept asking when can wear the shirt. mummy told him new year. haha! so funny. =)

it was a nice week. today stuck at home do assignments and pack bag for tomorrow camp. haiyo. sianx! hopefully it turn out to be a nice and memorable camp bah. =)

next week will be another full week with lots of dates. haha! assignments plus xmas dates! haha! tune in for my next update!! =D

oh ya! i got into wheelock. i am so happy. heex. finally my dreamx fulfill. hahaha! my next route will continue. =D

emo~

2008-12-08T20:58:00.002+08:00

was watching channel 8 last episode of the life transformers. really very touching man. sometimes we must really be contented with our own life. because we are already very fortunate as compared to other people. when something goes wrong in our life, we tend to blame it on others except for ourselves. but after watching the show, i realised that we should actually blame it on ourselves. my life is already very very good as compared to other people. i should be thankful to be living in a good environment. so people, let us be contented with what we already have. dont keep asking for more. =)

wah little nyonya that woman is super evil! she will have her retribution one! ROAR! very irritating. the whole family also very irritating. so stupid! hope they dont have good ending. wahahaha!

i very bored and sianx!!!!

lsh occ concert

2008-12-06T21:01:00.002+08:00

woohoo! yvonne is back after a very very tiring day. heex. i really enjoyed myself even though i am very tired and my legs super pain. but really very fun. =) today is finally the day of the concert. haha!

i woke up at 5am with a very excited mood. i was super high. i replied to sheeren sms and she scolded me a MAD WOMAN! oh gosh how can she said that. haha! nevermind i forgive her first.wahaha. but really leh the moment i wake up i very high liao. so funny loh. so you noe being high i reached yishun very early. i reached around 6.45am whereby we meeting at 7am. LOL! then i tell you very long never wear my heels. my legs super pain loh after walking to mrt station. a bad choice.

reached centre and complain! haha! cause most of the teachers also never wear formal. cheat me lah! roar. in the end. all asked me why i wear so pretty. where got like that one. diaox. slowly children start to come in. parents were asking oh teacher yvonne is here today. all shock. haha. but the children so cute. they saw me they smile and some said good morning leh. wahaha! then was busy helping the children to put on make-up. so you noe helping toddlers and n1 children to put make up is very difficult. they turn here and there. haiyo. but in the end i also manage to finish putting make up for 13 children. so proud of myself. haha! reached scgs and was running here and there to get things done. then my legs get worse. at the end of the concert, i became a handicapped. haha! but it was worth it man. seeing the children dance and they were laughing at the end was a success. our effort are paid off. parents coming up to you and said well done teachers. haha! lsh director came too. she was talking to us. and she asked me to keep requesting to come to lsh occ. haha! i also wish to go lah. but dont noe can a not leh. haha!

today was really a very experience day for me. i love my children. they are soo pretty and handsome. haha! finally a day with loads of hardwork paid off. i want to help them again next time. =) i wish i wish. haha! xmas party come come! haha!

time for an update

2008-12-04T22:43:00.005+08:00

hello all! dont worry. yvonne never abandon this blog. is just that she is far too busy with her assignments and astro upcoming camp. haha! but not doubt, she is back again! haha!! =) here is a short update of my life. heex. i bet it is a very very exciting one. haha!

16 dec 2008. a day to the zoo with mummy, san yi and hao nephew. =) a fun day. but without my xiang nephew quite bored as hao nephew doesnt want to play at the kidz rainforest. haiyo! photos will do better than my talking. haha! =D oh ya i took the elephant ride. i was shivering when i climbing up the elephant. haha! but it was cool. i love the ride. except my butt with hurt. haha! i shall go on a ride again next time when i go on a zoo trip in dec with shy ya cousin, da jie, xuan niece, xiang nephew, hao nephew! haha. cool one!! =))

okay. let me recall what i did over the few weeks. i went out with kuku family on 22 and 23 nov 2008. was a nice trip out with baby precious and hao nephew. haha! and baby precious is a star now. she actually got the chance to take photos with lollipop! my wang zi. haha! but too bad i need to rush home thus i didnt even get to see them up close. haha. then bought a set of clothes for hao nephew. he was soo shuai after he wore it. haha! cute also. =) oh ya, finally met yvette ah ji on 26 nov 2008. and i didnt turn up for napfa test. oopsie. my bad. i knew i going to fail so dont bother to go. haha! went to infant care centre at blk 406. wah soo nice the environment. and the babies are cute! haha! then went to shop around at causeway point with kuku after yvette left. baby precious tried on the skinny jean. sooo cute lah! haha!

and we finally had our iep implementations. i was so happy when we start our pre-test. lolx. but everything was not very well as certain things beyond our control happened. but lucky everything was conducted quite smoothly. was quite happy with ourselves. but things began to change. we were worried. and now we change the whole implementations. haha! right now left with implementation 4 and post test which will be done next week. let work hard for the last 2 bah. =)

and i went to lsh occ k2 slumber party last friday. it was fun. haha! was helping them to bbq. ms chong soo funny. haha! then lao shi all got come. haha. was chit chatting with them too. ms stella also came back after that with her kids. haha! and ni ni soo cute lah. now she will play with me. last time only smile at me. haha! then those k2 children were so cute. keep coming to you asking for bbq marshmellow. haha! see i told them it will be nice. haha! then was talking to sheeren. she told me quite a few things. i mean really people are so pretendious. i dont like. but what she said is true. if people pretend in front of you, they will then come out with their true colours sooner or later. haha! i believe that. so i am going to wait to see how their true colours are. must be a dumb person. oopsie!

okay like i said, my conscience is clear. whatever you want, you can talk behind me. i dont give a stupid damn. but if you step on my tail, i bet i will repay it back to you 100 times more. so i dont care what you say behind me. just dont let me find out. i already dislike you. dont make me hate you kays! i dont like it. i am a person who never did anything wrong or what. dont make me do that to you alright. =)

just a short update. haha! will update soon. and and.. yvonne got food poisoning. thus she was forced to stay at home for 2 days. so sad! and she cant eat a lot of things. but she still continued to eat. haha! in the end still diarrhea. haha! bad bad. and she never do her assignments! so stupid right! saturday is lsh occ concert! she will be going and she is helping her toddlers and n1 children. haha! cant wait to see them! and next friday is xmas party! she is going to her discoverers babies! haha! omg i miss them!!! haha! =D

another stress day

2008-11-25T22:54:00.002+08:00

i should be sleeping now. but i didnt. i dont think i am able to sleep bah. many things are living inside my brain now. i dont noe how to convey them to the others. sometimes i am really scared. scared of things repeating itself. haish. what to do. last semester of the year. maybe it will end? haha! who noes. haha! but afterall it will end soon. be it happy ending or sad ending. =)

i have tonnes of things to blog. but dont noe start from where. got tonnes of pictures to upload but no time all still store in my camera. haha! bad bad. omg! my group and i havent start our iep neh. only starting our pre-test on thursday. no choice. then friday is lsh-occ de rehearsal for concert. my teachers are asking me to go and see. then is like i havent promise them. so loh. hmm. see if the implementations can end early bah. if not i dont think i am able to make it. haha!

today is another day. i got the urge of crying. sweetie phone is never able to call and never able to talk. she is a pig. dont even bother to get it repair. haish! but i meeting her on thurs. i miss her. haha! did i mention that i went to lollipop auto session yesterday with my kuku family. and hao too. haha! but i didnt get a chance to see them. i just left after kuku and rain get into the queue cause i neeed to rush home to bring hao back. oh precious took photo with them. haha! so cool neh. alright i not happy. seriously not happy! roar!!!! haish.

finally assignments ending

2008-11-12T11:14:00.002+08:00

wahaha! i am in class blogging! hoho! super sianx now. heex. =D

my assignments end! i am sooo happy. tomorrow got project getz-p. i wonder how it will end. haha! will it be very fun or will it be very chaotic? i dont noe. haha! will be waiting patiently for tomorrow to come. haha!

alright. recently i am very very tired. i cant wait to go home and sleep. but i always never sleep early. rushing assignments is what i always do. i have a very poor time management skill. everything are push together. that is why i am very tired. camp just ended. everything not in the right place. haha! maybe to me only bah. i dont noe about the rest of them. oh ya during camp eve they all came. i saw them. haha! so many of them and they change. haha. then eve told me something i nearly cried. anyway i feel very tired to be in the comm. very very. with no one supporting you. how i hate it. lucky there are always this group of juniors who are supporting me. how lucky to have them. =))

alright. tomorrow going down to new centre. change centre already. haha. then we are heading to settlers cafe at clarke quay there! woohoo. confirm very fun. cant wait to play games and have fun. heex. friday no school. so happy. then going to stay at home and rot. annabelle want to go and watch high school musical 3. still havent confirm i want to go not. cause got tuition in the afternoon and night need to go astro. sianx. sat is whereby my ah pui comiing. haha! i am sooo high. then sat going ah gong house cause his bdae. then sun i am going to the zoo! yippee~ zoo zoo! i love to see animals. heex. heex. =DD next week is white space. but got full events man. haha.

next week schedule
saturday - ah gong bdae celebration plus maybe going town with family.
sunday - zoo trip with family!
monday - career talk in school from 10.30am to 3pm.
tuesday - going to perm my hair by dearie rain.
wednesday - going to centre to conduct pre-test
thursday - going to dye my hair black by dearie rain.
friday - implementation 1 at centre
saturday - a day out with kuku family
sunday - a day with family to somewhere.

hoho! full week!!!! =)

aileen graduation concert

2008-11-01T23:34:00.003+08:00

oh my god! i went over to the computer shop today. and you noe what! it need around $200 to recover the data! oh my. i was like huh? $200? i at first want to say okay de. but after thinking i realised not very worth. so i went home. but i was soo upset. my photos, my work, my show. everything are inside. i keep complaining to mummy. but she never say anything. should i really use $200 to recover all the data? haish. i am lost. really lost.

meet godma they all at 2.15pm. we went to RP that early. imagine. haha! so we were wondering around at RP. none of the canteens are open. so we settle down at a cafe there. and i tell you. the cheese cake not nice one lah. is like totally not nice. janice make one nicer lah! so in the end i never finish the cake. and mummy commented not nice too. so we sat at the cafe till around 4pm and we walked over to the threatre. we got ourselves the center row and in the center. haha. a nice view indeed. so me and annabelle were sitting there rotting. we were so cold too. and finally at 5pm the concert start. and you noe. those k2 are really very cute! got one went up the stage and give speech. oh my. he is soo handsome. haha! then those dancers from the schools also very cute. they were dancing and you cant imagine how good their dancing skils are. haha! i think OCC-LSH children also will be very cute and dance very well during their concert. heex. aileen is dancing for haawaii. and hers is the last part. at stage she saw us. haha. her eye sight really good lah. after everything, we went to eat dinner at woodlands checkpoint. okay belows are some photos. =)

alright. last night you talk to me and tell me everything. morning you sms me and called me which i didnt answer or reply sms. night you told me not to contact you tomorrow cause you are meeting her. you dont want her to misunderstand you. so i was hurt. i didnt bother to reply your sms and you called. i didnt answer. you thought i was not happy. so you sms me again. and i didnt reply. i thought you will still call. but you didnt. haha. maybe i am too naive for everything. nevermind i dont bother anymore. i dont want anything from you. i just want my peaceful life back. dont come and mess up my life. i am already very miserable. dont make me even more miserable. i dont want to live in this kind of life. i will hate you if you make my life miserable. let me go. leave me alone please. i really hope you will leave me alone. really really hope.

new blogskin

2008-11-01T00:05:00.002+08:00

yippee! finally i change a new blog skin. i dont noe but i simply love this one. is like i really need freedom now. haha. my life is far too pack with so many things. so loh. heex. freedom is what i need. hoho! =) i love my freedom now. hopefully it will be there forever. haha!

last night i wasnt feeling very well. i asked mummy to buy for me red bean waffle. in the end after eating the waffles last night for my dinner, my stomach hurt terribly. i dont noe why. i ate 2 bottles of bao ji wan. but no use. i also put lu yi you. nothing curse. so i keep going to the toilet. so today morning when i woke up my stomach still not very good. so i ate another one bottle of bao ji wan and apply some lu yi you. haha! after that okay a bit. so i went to eat mac.

went to bpp mac with ting, zi and leen. i was a little bit late. then was talking with them about certain topics. sometimes, i really wonder. is there really someone at the back doing a lot of things behind us. i mean in the past everything not like that one. but ever since the line there broke off, a lot of things happened. sometimes i feel that this is super ridiculous. i dont understand lah. i mean certain people have certain character. but how come they must act in front of everyone. which i feel that this is super not necessary lah. haish. i dont noe lah. maybe that is what i think only loh. really very irritated. haha! but nevermind lah. none of my business now. =)

had iep lecture. initially i was like blur during the discussion. i dont noe what actually i want to do with my group for the research. but now finally i understand. really understand. i am glad that we finalise our research topic. i am so happy. and everything is going to be smooth for us i hope. and i believe that we can come out with a lot of interesting activities. =) and my group mates will continue working hand in hand with me. heex! i love them! =D

at night went to my sec sch gathering. although still not feeling very well but i still go. haha! had mac. but i didnt drink cold water. i ate the chicken foldover. very nice. haha. finally i bought the printer ink. haha! like finally ar. but something sad happened. my external hard disk dont noe what happened. it suddenly said i never format the hard disk and asked me to format it. is like SIAO! all my documents are inside. roar. i nearly cried neh. then i complaint to leen and him. leen was trying to tell me to look on the bright side. maybe can retrieve. and he was like errr and he tried his best to calm me down. haha. but nothing help. i really very scared. later cant retrieve i will go mad. haish. dont noe lah. i am praying very hard that it can be retrieve. so i wont lost anything. pray hard kays! help me please. =)

*please retrieve my files!*

super malu

2008-10-30T18:57:00.002+08:00

you are the one who said dont contact but... you still contact me. alright i noe is not very good to be still in contact with him. but i dont noe leh. is like i hope he contact me then at times i hope he dont cause is really very bad. roar! i dont noe what to do liao. haish. sad sad sad! why am i always in this kind of relationship one. never never be a smooth one loh. haixxxxx!!!!

alright yesterday was a long day. went for astro meeting after class and it was like wah piangx i want to slap. i really wish i can wash my hands off everything. but i just cant. i need to make sure that my last semester will be the best and i will enjoy it. 3 weeks had passed and i never enjoy school. cause i have to worry a lot of things. assignments are once piling again. it never look good in a way it should be. haha! things always go the other way round when i wanted it to be this way. i also dont noe why. it just sooo wrong. everything not in correct position. haish. forget it then. i never care about it anymore. haha. life will be better if i dont be bother about it. =) if i got to be worry for so many things, i will be insane very very soon. haha!

and guess what. i am here for another joke. which is super dui lian lah. wah piangx. yesterday when we were walking out to the exit of the library, i walk till i knock onto the cupboard. and it was like i noe i was walking near the cupboard. but i just knock onto it. and is like sooo pain. ting samm and leen were laughing like mad lah. then zi and i so paiseh. cause i knock onto the cupboard then move back knock onto zi. so stupid. i never imagine i will be so dumb. =.= then nevermind can. today went to bpp kfc with leen and ting. i was the one ordering and the person who serve me is a trainee. i saw him packing food in a plastic bag. then i got shock. i cant remember what i told him. i thought that i told him i want to take away the food. so i immediately called him and said i want to dine in not take away. he gave me the super blur look. then he told me this one is for another person. my whole face went hot can! i was sooo paiseh. ting and leen were laughing like mad. is like wah piangx. tue to thurs sure got joke one leh. how come it never stop? and all happened to me. is like what the hell. i never do anything why karma on me! roar!!! is sooo dui lian lah. haiyo. i thought he heard wrong so in order not to make him do extra things. in the end make myself paiseh only. haiyo!!!! i bet samm or zi read this will laugh till mad. =.=

another joke for the day. it has to end. so i must make sure tomorrow i have a clear morning and never let anything harm me! =))

mac breakfast tomorrow with zi and leen. maybe ting. samm stay tooo far. cant ask her come bpp for breakfast. nevermind next time we shall have it at kap. hahaha! i cant wait to eat my hotcakes or sasuage egg muffin. haha! harsh brown toooo!!!!! hoho! tomorrow is friday. sat and sun will be another boring day for me. haish! sad sad. if only san yi allows pui pui to stay here. heex. i cant wait to see pui pui later. and sat is my aileen godsis graduation at rp. haha! cant wait to see her in her haawaii dress. haha! photos time will be up sooon. =))

back to square

2008-10-28T22:34:00.002+08:00

alright you state what you actually want. so i wont say anything more. till we meet next time bah. may you have your happiness and dont just come to me and complain. =)

today is another simple day. very very simple. hang out with my usual gang before going to do assignments. library is always the best place to go before going anywhere. chit chat and do nothing at the library. then went over to it helpdesk to get help in connecting to wireless. and something super duper paiseh happened.

the moment i walked in, everyone turn and look cause my shoes make a lot of sound while walking. then a guy was helping me with my wireless and he went to pluck something in my lappie. then it runs certain program. he looks at my list and realised something.
guy: oh god. i am so sorry. i install the wrong thing you want.
me: huh?
guy: i thought you from ICT so i install the software that ICT needs.
me: oh okay. (i was laughing all the way)
guy: why you didnt tell me i install wrong thing?
me: huh? erm.....
ting: i think she dont even noe you install the wrong program for her. (keep laughing)
guy: (laughs) oh.
and that is how the conversation ended. wah piangx super paiseh can! the stupid ting never stop laughing and said i was stupid. ROAR!

okay joke of the day right. super duper paiseh can! i never feel so paiseh lah. that guy still can give me those face. wah piangx. like as if i will noe everything. but nevermind. i wont step in there liao i think. haha! =D

alright i wont be sad i wont be crying. let this matter drop and never flip it opens again. a new chapter begins and everything will change. you will no longer be you and me will no longer be me. let us start anew and dont bother coming back to me. dont make me fall again. i wont be able to take it next time. =)

will you come back?

2008-10-27T21:01:00.002+08:00

yesterday i thought it was just a normal day. but when it reached night time, everything changed. i got so hurt in whatever he said. after 9 months, he came back looking for me. althought he did come back to me during this 9 months, this time round it really hurt me more. i didnt noe that my love for him is still there. i thought i already forget about everything. but it was not the truth. haish! i fallen back to him again. i dont noe what i should do. haish. i called sweetie and i was talking to her for very long. both of us are so ke lian. haish! i noe this relationship is not possible. but why he wants to come back and check on my feelings towards him? he said to wait for him. but how long can i wait? months or years? you said you will settle your problem with your gf first. and you even said you regretted the decision you made. but everything is too late. i will ask for more if you keep staying by my side. or will you disappear tomorrow? haish. i dont noe. i got no thinking skills liao! i feel so dont noe what to say. ROAR! how i wish my bao bei is here. so i can hug and kiss him all i want. i miss my bao bei neh. need to wait till thursday then can see my bao bei. so long!

haha. my heart is numb. totally numb. i got no more feeling liao. i need another person to come and activate my feeling. where is that person? haish.

forget about the past and move forward.

oh my! the 8pm show at channel 8 is super touching. first time watching the show. i cried leh. maybe cause already very sad so see sad story then will cry. haha! i mean i didnt noe in singapore there are such family. how i wish i can also help them. haish. and 9pm show is super super exciting. haha! today is a day full of excitment. =)

life will be better afterall. think of the bright side bah!

some disgusting person

2008-10-24T23:52:00.001+08:00

alright yvonne is back to blogging again. sorry really that busy recently till no time to update my blog. haha! but i guess everything will be back to normal soon as tuitions are cutting down liao. haha! but iep and all the other assignments coming up too. will get real busy after that i guess. but i should have a lot of fun. in the process of doing those assignments. wahaha!=)

okay went to the childcare centre today. the environment is so nice that i feel even those famous childcare also cant compare. haha! and the teachers there are so nice too. =) i feel we will have loads and loads of fun there. heex! i am looking forward to my trip there again to enjoy myself with the kiddies! =D

alright went to vivo just now. and i got tonnes of things to complain. but i dont think i should post it up here. for those close frenx of mine will definitely noe what is happening. till now i cant forget what happened! omg lah! i cant forget about the whole trip back home. haish! okay nevermind just treat it as some lesson learnt. so stand on my point. never go out alone! WAHAHA! =D

alright yvonne jia you for assignments! =DD

semester 2 started

2008-10-17T22:08:00.002+08:00

it had been a week since year 3 semester 2 started. i can say this whole week is quite a nice week. maybe because everything is still new and i am still in the holiday mood rather than school mood. haha! but afterall i feel that everything going to start very soon. assignments due date are nicely arrange in a table form and paste on the wall of my bedroom. this is to remind all the assignments. major assignment can still say to be IEP research. centre settle research topic settle. i feel so relieved. haha! we had our group talk. maybe i really give my frenx a look that i am always so stress up with the assignments. but i feel that is okay lah. at least now i noe i got my fellow group mates to support me and work together with me. i believe we will do well and have lots of fun. =))

okay went back to centre yesterday. i feel so warm. haha! ms maria was saying that i miss them too much that why i am back. but too bad. that is not the point. i went back because i need to do observation. haha! actually i did miss my children and the teachers. haha! my children were so funny. when they were waiting at the steps for the teachers to pick them up, i went over to hug my precious girl and my children saw me. haha! so i went for my lunch with wendy and janice. after which, i went to my class again. zhang laoshi was telling me the children were asking for me when they came in the class. haha! they miss me i guess. wahaha! i miss them too. =)) we had fun doing veggies salad and also at the okidspot. heex!!! alright observation was not that successful. thus i need to redo it next week. hmm. nevermind jia you bah! =))

i feel great to be back in school. heex! oh ya. i surprised my sweetie girl. haha! she was far toooo touched by me. hoho! i guess she will never forget me in the future. she is mine for sure!!! wahaha! we had our girlies talk the other night at the bus stop. she gave me a warm hug too. haha! currently somebody bdae coming too. hmmm! i shall surprise everyone! wahaha!

i lead a happy life~

depress mood

2008-10-10T22:52:00.002+08:00

today is the last day of work. i really cant bear to leave the children and the teachers there. i miss them. i dont noe why i feel so sad afterall. maybe because i really have a strong bond with the teachers and children. i miss the gossip gang who will gather after 5pm to talk about the day. today the whole gang not around. left me wendy and janice. like so empty. and the whole centre seems empty today. haish. stayed with k1 after 4pm and the children are so cute. i dont always go to the class. but the children are so lovely. i nearly cried when i was leaving the children. took photos but not with all the children. i really miss them. ahhhhH!!

and i feel super stress this few days. somehow i regretted giving my number to him. i mean yes we are frenx for quite some times. and he seems to be one who is good to chat with. but it doesnt mean anything. and he is now getting on my nerves. he sms me everyday and call every night. i feel irritated. and repeating the same old question do i stand a chance make me feel even stress. ahhh! i dont need all this idiot things. i just need to smile and be happy.

i really need to be happy. school is starting on monday. i really miss zi ting samm leen and qing. plus some other people too. but i got a feeling it will be a stressful semester. haish! god bless me! i need some energy! please give energy to me! i will appreciate it very much. =)

time for some update

2008-10-04T23:16:00.002+08:00

it had been soo long. thus i feel that it should be time i do some updating of my life recently. haha! initially i should be very free staying at home. but who noes, ntuc hq said that i should stay at the childcare till 10oct and learn more things. i gave zhang lao shi a sianx half face when she told me that. haha. after which i complain to ms jasclyn and ms maria about not having some rest. they told me to look on the bright side. haha! maybe i should. but nevermind i love being with my kiddos everyday. =)

okay this few weeks had been a tiring week. especially last week. monday was attached to my toddlers and n1 class. i really had a hard time controlling them. maybe i was used to the routine with the discoverers bah. thus i feel very very tired at the end of the day. tuesday was children day celebration. i had fun watching the children playing games. it was soo fun. =) everything was fine. thursday and friday were the tough days cause both teachers not around. but children were still manageable. =) lucky us. haha! =) anyway i still got one more week before i end work at the centre. but i still miss my children! i want my children! haha! i shall visit them once in a while. =D

alright from this working experiences, i learnt quite a lot of things. i realised not everyone who look nice will definitely be nice. there were quite a few examples which i saw it with my own eyes. sometimes i really dont understand why. but as times went by i realised why mummy always tell me zhi ren zhi mian bu zhi xin. although i learnt this line from very long ago when i had a lot of problems with friendship, i still trust people easily. i dont noe what i should do in order to noe dont trust people easily. haish. maybe i still a few more lessons before i really learn bah. and this will be supper hurting. =(

okay you noe xiang nephew is currently at my house. and i tell you i find him super irritating. he cried at least 10 times a day. this make me hate staying at home listening to his crying. and the fact is he cried for nothing. he cried cause he cant get things correctly. he cried cause he was not allow to play this games. he cried cause he dont noe how to play the games. can you imagine how irritating it gets? definitely feel like slapping him. now seriously i wish that hao nephew is here instead. nevermind monday coming and everything going to end. haha! counting down to monday!

and yvonne is getting super fat! i really keep giving excuses for exercising and cutting down tibits and sweets. oh my! one more week to school and i ffeel super duper fat! okay give myself some time frame. by end of the year i must slim down till 60kg! that is my target! i dont care!!! people please remind me about my target! hahaha!

my target is 60kg!!!!!!

sad day

2008-09-16T20:34:00.002+08:00

i never noe working with people can be so difficult. had a good and tiring cry today. sometimes being good is not good. i have to be more heartless next time. i shouldnt even bother. and plus i never say anything that is not nice. but why should i apologise? just because i am new to the line so i got bully? and i always feel that it is very nice to work there. but looks like i am wrong. conflicts do happened. this leads to me learning something. never try to help. cause you never who will step behind you and acuse you.

maybe i dont really suit to be working bah. i cant get along with people. so to my future husband, please ensure that you can support me so that i dont need to work at all. if not you will have to clean your ears and listen to me nag everyday.

few more weeks to go. next time when i am back i might forget everything. let me have more fun during the work there bah. i will never forget those happy moments there. 3 months there make me learn alot. =) thank you for teaching me and guiding me. so i wont forget the time there. =)

life has to go on. forget about it and it will make me feel better. tomorrow is a brand new day! =)

short update

2008-09-14T15:55:00.002+08:00

just a short short update. haha! hmm. bdae had passed for a week plus. haha! time flew issit it? i never imagine my bdae to be over so fast. lolx

4 sept went out with leen and hao nephew. we went to yuki yaki at marina square. eat eat shop shop and then go home. haha. i bought a set of winnie the pooh clothes for hao nephew cause he wet himself lah. irritating. then bought something for precious baby too. oh ya. finally i bought the storybook, twlight. haha! nice story neh. heex~ =D oh yes, leen gave me a 2009 disney planner as my bdae pressie. heex. i wanted that for a long time. thanks to her and finally i have a planner for 2009. haha!!!

5 sept my actual bdae. i went out with my family. went to jurong point then after that went to chinese garden. wah i tell you the hello kitty and frenx are really cute! i love all the light there lah. heex! i took a lot of photos also. haha! oh ya then meet up with xinyi sweetie after that. she gave me my bdae pressie. it was a heart necklace! just in time to replace my guardian angel necklace from her too. and she got lots of choco for me. oh my my fridge is full of choco! till now nobody eats it. haha!

6 sept went out with kuku family. went to sushi village at cathay. had a very full lunch. haha! then went over to vivo city to find kuku sister. then after that we went to walk around at vivo. and kuku gave me a bear from build a bear. it is sooo cute! my little vonnie is born and i am hugging her very night. haha! then rain gave me a doggie bank. very cute. pink in colour de. haha!

and 8sept i start working again. haha! the children make my day. =) initally going to take over ms chong when she went to operation. but then in the end never. so i still stay with ms rozita and zhang lao shi. anyway i am happy there. haha! work load is lighter. children are cuter. haha! kidding kidding. i love all the children there. =DD but i dont noe when i will stop working. haish. maybe till 10 oct. so it okay. but then if till end of sept. then i will be sad. i miss the children. sometimes i really wish to go back to the centre after my studies. but then i want to continue my degree course. haish. sianx. a very difficult decision. hmm. let me consider then. but i really wish to get a degree. hopefully when i finish my degree i am still able to come back to the centre and all the teachers are still around. =))

anyway, happy mid-autumn festival everyone!!

teacher's day

2008-09-03T22:53:00.002+08:00

wahaha. so long never update liao. finally got time to come and update. heex. oh ya currently i am having my break. cause the children having their holiday. so i got no work for the whole week. which means, i am at home during my bdae! heex!! oh ya. last friday the school celebrated the teacher's day. i received many many pressies from my kiddies. let me show you how many pressies i had.

before opening.

after opening.

heex. really very happy. first time in my life i received so mamy pressies during teacher's day. the feeling is sooo different. haha! the teachers told me there will be more to come when i step into the line. haha. i will be waiting. haha! then on monday i went to the NTUC childcare seminar at suntec. wah cool. i had fun there. although i not a permanent teacher yet. haha. =D

oh ya. tuesday went to meet tt. hmm. i guess everything will be fine after that bah. =) life will be better and astro will be better. =D

anyway, i got a new camera! sony T3oo! heex. may auntie help me to buy at the comex fair. then also buy a 4GB toshiba memory card. haha! i am sooo happy. heex. =D next time i will take many many pictures with my camera. heex. having a lot of fun with the new camera. haha!

hmm friday is my bdae liao. let me see what i can wish for. haha! but i dont noe what to wish for. haha! nevermind. wait till that day then i make a wish. haha! tomorrow bring hao nephew out with eileen bestie. and then sat going out with kuku family plus hao nephew. friday maybe going to chinese garden. haha. havent confirm yet. hmm hopefully dont rain so i can go. =D

happy days for yvonne!

sweetness!

2008-08-23T23:08:00.002+08:00

another week had passed. haha! time flew! the whole week had been good. the children didnt behave themselves during the absence of ms rozita. they were trying to be funny. -.- took over the class and i tell you it had been quite difficult. i had to talk even louder than them so that they could hear me. i cant imagine next time i am going to take 20plus children. now i feel that attachment was much much better cause i took lesser children. haha! and now i lose my voice. i cant sing liao. my voice will be gone. oh my! plus my sore throat not really okay. hmm. sianx! please bless me and let me recover!

tomorrow will be a date with kuku, rain and my baby precious. heex! cant wait to see them. so long never see them liao. haha! and i bought a set of cutie for my baby precious. hopefully she can wear. =D i really love all those cute little things for baby girl. haha! but dont even noe will get marry not. LOL! no people date me mah now. so no hope for now. haha! next time remember kays if i give birth to baby girl must buy cute cute things for my baby kays. if give birth to baby boy must buy man man things for him. wahaha! i think toooo much liao lah! =X

anyway, i wasnt feeling very happy recently. i feel damn sad and i dont noe what to do. feel so stress also. maybe it is really the time to settle everything for once. haish! i tried to tell it to someone. but no one understands. haish. maybe it is time for me to wake up. wake up from depending on people. i should be on my own and settle things myself. be brave and everything will be fine. =) wish me luck people. wednesday will be my doom day. =[

recovering

2008-08-18T23:20:00.003+08:00

oh so stupid! my sat night out was cancelled! why? cause I WAS SICK! officially declared sick last weekend. i chiong through the month of july for attachment and now i fall sick. i had a hard time at home. my throat was sooo pain that i wish i could stop myself from swallowing. then legs are sooo suan. cause of the 10mins frog jump with the children. haha! super sad when i cant go and play. haish!

now throat still okay. but then cannot sing songs lah. today tried to sing with the children. no sound lah! but okay lah. everything still alright. children are still behaving. =D okay today my baby soo funny. he cried like mad when he saw me. kept asking me to hug him but i want to go to the toilet. thus he was shouting in the class. the moment i hug him he kept quiet. haha. recently he sees me he will cry want me to hug him. must be very long never see me. haha! i always smile when i see my babies! =D

i want go out man! i need to have fun. maybe sun going out with kuku and rain and my baby precious. haha! i miss her. i want to hug her leh!! haha! oh ya teacher's day coming. and meaning my bdae coming! but i dont look forward to my bdae. cause it would be a day spend in childcare with my babies. cause discoverers having holiday. thus should be with my babies. haha. or maybe no work? haha! oh ya. outing with the teachers will be on 31 august. going to desaru. first time going oversea with frenx and not family. i cant wait for it to come. heex!

wait for me kays!

work!

2008-08-12T22:48:00.003+08:00

2 days of work at the discoverers class. it was another experience. but i still miss my little ones. but the discoverers children are cute. haha! they sang "i love you" at the end of class and i received tonnes of hugs on the first day of work! wah!! I LOVE HUGS!!

work from 8.30am to 4.30pm. then on monday and tuesday night got tuition from 7.30pm to 9pm and 8pm to 9.30pm respectively. so i dont have any spare time for myself left. sianx. i need time to relax. so i am going out this weekend. haha. a night spend with my sweetie and frenx on sat. actually i cant wait for it to come. heex! =D

oh ya! do you noe. hao nephew is sooo cute! he still remembers what i thought him. haha! the conversation went on like this. mummy called san yi house. and hao nephew answered the phone.
hao nephew: "hello"
me: "di, bubble bubbles then?"
hao nephew: "bubbles bubbles splash!"
me, mummy and ah wei biao ge were laughing like mad! wahaha!

then another conversation the other day.
me: "xiao gu jiao ni she me?"
hao nephew: "bao bei.... pi!"
me: "then si yi po jiao ni she me?"
hao nephew: "da bian!"
me: "then biao gu leh?"
hao nephew: "xiao bian"
me: "da da biao shu leh?"
hao nephew: "jian!"
wah kaox i tell you i laugh till mad lah! and now he loves to say this sentence. "see you tomonono" which means see you tomorrow. he doesnt noe how to pronounce tomorrow. damn damn funny! i laugh until i roll on the floor. wahaha!

that the joke of the day! you got to see his reactions. haha! xD

money not enough 2

2008-08-09T23:56:00.002+08:00

forget about the past girl. the present and the future is much better and it is waiting for you at the far end. catch up please. =)

yesterday went back to my attachment centre for ndp celebration. and i saw my kids. i feel so happy when they still remember me! =) they were hugging and kissing me all the way. haha! i brought hao nephew along too. and he had a good time playing with the children. i cant bear to leave them after that. but lucky enough. i am going back to work starting from monday. =) but i going to the discoverers class. haha. not my toddlers and n1. but i still get to see them. how happy. =))
at night i went to watch a movie! money not enough 2. and a whole gang of people went to watch. heex. got my godsis and her family, my mummy, biao ge and hao nephew. haha! it was a nice movie. very funny. but it became very very upset after that. annabelle godsis even cried lah. and she cried damn loud. we believed that the guy beside her must be thinking this little girl really got a lot of feeling. haha! i did not cry but i did tear a little. when i saw that part sending the mother to the old folks home i really feel sad. i wonder why children want to send their parents there. i mean parents are the one who earn a lot of money to feed them to bring them up. why are some children so mean to their parents? i cant understand. but i wont do that. my parents are so precious to me. i love my family! =) although some times really cant stand them for nagging, i know their naggings are always good for me. =D

today is national day! HAPPY 43th BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE! initially i wanted to go to the esplanade to see the firework. but i did not in the end. it was raining and i find it a trouble. so i stayed at home the whole day. what a boring holiday. i want to have fun. but i just cant find any fun. haish. and suddenly i feel so empty. i feel lost too. i also dont noe how. and now i realised i no longer need love. what i need is just a little bit of happiness. my frenx smile will make me happy. and my littles tots smile will make my day. =) i feel great. tomorrow another free day for me. that is the end of my one week break. haha! enjoy my day again! =DD

maybe i should stop

2008-08-07T23:50:00.002+08:00

oh yeah! finally i saw something which i love. haha. a new blogskin to indicate my feeling now. haha! relax is how i am feeling now. =)

and something is bothering me right now. i am really feeling very vexed. i dont noe what i should do. i told sweetie and her replied was put a full stop to it. i dont noe if i should do that. this matter actually came to a full stop after several months. and it had been 6 months. i thought i already put it behind my mind. but it doesnt seems that i really put it behind. haish.

after several months of not contacting, suddenly he came back again. he started all his talking and chatting with me again. initally i felt that okay lah since we are still frenx. but later i realised i no longer treat him as frenx. there are other meaning to it. and plus he actually said things which made me feel very regret. i became the middle of his and his gf relationship. somehow i feel bad. later today i said something which i think i shouldnt. he told me he was sick and my replied was ya then what you want me to do. i know i deserve the scolding lah. i dont usually do that to my frenx. and i feel hurt from the way he said things. i dont noe why. i actually cried cause of what he said. sweetie told me to ignore but i cant. i tried to say sorry and asked him how is he feeling. but no reply. maybe i am really very guo fen bah.

haish. what should i do? continue all this? apologise again? i dont noe. haish. i tried all i can. but i dont think i will be able to turn back again. =( it made me feel sad and hurt. ='(

its come to an end

2008-08-03T23:16:00.003+08:00

finally. FP3.1 had officially declared a full stop. everything comes to an end. attachment was a good experience. working with the little ones make me feel so energtic sometimes. haha! wasnt it a good thing? somehow i dont feel happy when it comes to an end. i miss my children. i love their laughter and their hugs and kisses. when will i be back there to receive all their hugs and kisses again? i wonder!

10 weeks of holiday. i am super excited. but i wish to find a job. maybe i shall rest for 2 weeks before i start to hunt for a job. most preferably childcare again! haha! i shall see how bah. if not just continue to teach tuition during holiday bah. =)

holiday is a good time for me to catch up with my loves. haha! shopping movies and many many things. i can never miss. what a wonderful time for me. and i miss clubbing too. i sure date my loves there again. phuture here i come! heex. =D

holiday here i come! heex heex~

saddness

2008-07-13T00:41:00.002+08:00

suddenly i feel the stress. completed all the lesson plans but lack of objectives. i feel the stress. pressure. high expectation for myself. i need someone to reassure me. i really need~

i feel the drift. my loves not with me. i am scared. who is there to make me feel secure? i am scared to lose my loves. really scared. who will make me feel better? who is going to step in and comfort me and tell me not to be scare? will they really go away? i dont noe.

i miss my loves. i really miss. things changed ever since i stepped into year 3. frenx are losing away. where is all my beloved?

astro no longer the one i used to be in. it changed. dont noe for the better or what. i no longer got the feel to go to astro. this is true. i never denied it.

i no longer feel like going to school. the attachment make me feel this way. i find school a bit strange. where is my 2 years bond in school?

i hate it now. i hate it. i feel like crying. i need to talk. but no one seems to be there. i feel miserable. i need my trust and my reassurance. sweetie where are you? i seems to be losing you. will we be like the same? will i be able to noe what i want? haish.

i really miss my frenx. =((

back

2008-06-18T16:19:00.002+08:00

after such a long time, yvonne is back in blogging again. somehow i feel damn tired throughout the whole holiday. i never touch my lesson plans, learning corners, newsletters or even assignments. my mood isnt here yet i believe. okay let see where i went for my first week of holiday.

first week of holiday pass very very fast. i was at genting highlands from 9 june 2008 to 13 june 2008. a very long holiday. brought my hao nephew along with me and i tell you it is never easy to bring him out to a place where there are a lot of car rides. imagine. i got to chase after him every moment cause he was always running towards those car rides and insisted on riding it. but i did not have the annual pass with me. so you would see him crying and shouting for those rides. but thank god. both my godsisters do have the annual pass. however, he only could sit on the horse ride and not the car. got to buy ticket for him. it cost mummy a lot in the end. haha. but thank god again, she earn back her money at the casino loh. haha. sometimes cant wait to be 21 and get into the casino and see how is it like. haha. one more year to go. =) when going home on 13 june, godpa insisted that we should go to the kelong to eat seafood. so we took a long time there together with simon uncle. in the end, reached home at 12plus midnight. and i rushed all my way down in cab to school for summer camp.

13 june 2008 to 15 june 2008 was the astro summer camp. somehow, i feel that the camp wasnt that good. mainly participants were not a lot. and plus being a gl head who need to take care of the gl and the games, it made me feel super stress. initially wont. but when certain games cock up in the middle made me super stress and cant take it. got a few times wanted to cry all out to release all the stress. but it just never come out. and i never take it to heart. was still smiling and laughing with everyone. helped chuxiang and logen to try and think for the finale station. i was so surprised that the last station turn out to be quite a fun one. cause it was soapy plus muddy water. haha. in the end, choonheng and edison they all simply just grab me and throw me down the soapy plus muddy water. it was not a very good idea. cause it made me itch the whole night. -.- seriously, i cant touch grass man. last time after butter hill also the same. irritating. mascots were so funny. had a good laugh. haha! but night walk wasnt pleasant. finally i cried it all out. for 45mins of good crying. xinyi sweetie was nice to call me and talk to me when i sms her. it was far to late when i sms her. 2am. i thought she would be sleeping by then. but luckily she didnt. i love my sweetie anyway. okay i realised i wasnt the only one who was pleased off by the night walk. wilson, choonheng and some of them were also. gerald and gilbert went off cause they also couldnt take it. somehow a bad day for everyone. but seriously, wilson told me and felicia something which made my hair stand. can you believe it? a helper was not able to see the 4 persons at level 5??? he insisted that no one was there. but wilson said confirm have. OMG! who cares. okay 45mins crying made me regret the next day. my eyes were swollen like hell. i couldnt see anything. eyes so small. everything seems to be so blur. but after awhile okay le. thank godness. =) my last camp in school i think. i will be free after that. oh one more. ane camp. which is better and i will feel more fun. =)

went back for make up attachment yesterday. got lots of ideas from my class teacher on my lesson plans. thank to her. i got a few ideas now. i need to sit down and start my work liao. so i got to jia you le. oh ya. my field supervisor finally sms me. i am going to have my supervision on 24 july 2008. i must not let her down. cause she commented that i had a good lesson last year. haha! jia you le lah! =DD

here comes my break!

2008-06-06T22:34:00.003+08:00

wah! finally. break is here. everything stop for 2 weeks. and i shall replenish my energy within this 2 weeks. but i doubt i can do much. upcoming projects to do and the most tiring and tedious one will be the astro summer camp. with more and more worries about everything. haish.

okay. attachment is over for 32 hours. i feel great being there. cause they do have nice and beautiful environments. =) their classrooms are wonderful with different types of materials. i feel great there as compared to the centre i attached to previously. okay. the centre children are great too. they are adorable with different thinking. their imagination are wonderful man. haha! oh i am attached to the playgroup. sometimes got really fustrated with them cause they dont seem to understand anything i said to them. like walk and not run. but i noe. being a 3 years old kids, they tend to be more playful. but sometimes, when they walk over to you and hold your hands or even give you a big smile, you realised that you have everything. the feeling is very very good. i mean i really love the children there. and not to mention, the toddlers are super cute and active. haha! okay i love their playground. sometimes i wish that i can be the kid playing at the playground. haha! their cool and fun indoor playground. oh ya it is opened to the public. so i shall bring my nephews there soon. =D

theme for the month is settled. under the sea! a nice theme. but i cant link anything to the brainstorm web. haha! but i do have quite a few ideas for activities. =) i must come up with the different webs by this 2 weeks and my learning corners activities. hmm. 5 activities each corners. wah. i do have to come out a lot! and i must get the newsletter done too. hmm. quite a lot of things to do man. i went to popular and kiddy palace to find different materials for teaching children regarding sea creatures. and i definitely found a lot of things. haha! i shall go down one day to get those materials and have my lessons done. =))

wish me luck people. another month to go~ =D

zhang dong liang concert

2008-05-30T22:08:00.002+08:00

YIPPPEEE!!!! yvonne is going to ZHANG DONG LIANG CONCERT tomorrow! wahaha! so sudden right. currently i am super high. =DDDDDDDD this morning when i was still in my lala land, xiao jiu mu called. mummy asked me if i want to go to zhang dong liang concert with minyi biao mei. i thought i was dreaming sia. -.- but i realised no i was far awake. haha! so in conclusion, tomorrow i am going to zhang dong liang concert with minyi biao mei. tix price is $158. which made me even high. i thought will only be $68. haha! so high. i got free tix to concert. heex!! shall take many many photos tomorrow! cant wait for tomorrow.

in the end, tomorrow also got a special needs talk by a priest in school too. so i need to leave early. leaving after lunch time. then samm will be alone there. hmm. feel quite bad to leave early. haish. a too sudden happening in my life for tomorrow. -.-

but i am still very high. cant wait for tomorrow to come!!! heex =))))))))))))))))))

happening days

2008-05-28T23:21:00.002+08:00

back to blogging again. dont have any photos for today cause i am so lazy to upload my photos from my handphone. haha! last sat was ah ma bdae celebration. then everyone was around. except for weixiong korkor, chunjie nephew, san yi zhang, er yi, haoyi nephew. i think that all the no of people not around. haha. photos will be uploaded next time.

now haohao nephew went home le. xiangxiang nephew came. but i still like having haohao nephew here leh. his pattern cuter. haha! and xiang nephew loves to whine and cry when he cant get his things done. which somehow irritate me. =X haish. nevermind. soon hao nephew will be coming again. haha! san yi coming to make zhong zi. haha! i love eating homemade zhong zi. =)

come to think, next week will be attachment le. little schoolhouse. a nice and new environment to me. mentor sounds nice too when she called me that day. =) but somehow i feel a little scared. assignments coming up and piling. haish. then with the theme on chinese culture, i feel a little stress. i dont noe really noe what to do. 2 learning corners, one math one language arts. 6 integrated lessons and 1 integrated web. oh my god! so many things to do. i feel worried for myself then. i need to work hard. next monday will be a good day and brand new start. =)

smile smile yvonne ^^ everything will work well. everyone will believe you can graduate from poly successfully and enter wheelock. this is your choice! jia you kays! everything will pass very fast. =))

pictures time

2008-05-23T22:40:00.006+08:00

finally! i have been always wanted to blog. but stupid blogger doesnt allow me to post my photos. so i have to wait sooo long before i can blog. now i get to post photos. wahaha! nice nice photos. my nephews and my frenx and my family. haha! let start the nice and beautiful journey. =))

23 may 2008
leen came to my house with her bf. she came cause she asking mummy to alter her shirt. after that we went to causeway point to eat lunch and shop. then bought a pair of shoes for him. winnie the pooh one. haha! nice one with light. haha. he wear and keep looking at the back. haha. then bought toys for him. ask him take other he dont want. then buy this one he blur blur dont noe how to play. sianx. =.- must leave for xiang nephew to play liao. haha!

21 may 2008
rain bdae celebration. didnt go for lesson today. went to cineleisure with kuku family plus hao nephew. went for suki sushi buffet and took neoprint too. nice nice~ then after that went to far east to look for wendy and collect some of my stuffs from her. then walk around at far east. in the end didnt get to buy anything. haha!

20 may 2008
went to bugis with leen and her bf. went to terra to eat lunch and then went to shop around at bugis street. went to burlington square also but couldnt find the shop that sell fake lashes. haha. bought a set of barney cultery for hao nephew and a set of clothes.

17 may 2008
today was a day at home but after that my family and i went to swensens at night to eat ice-cream. this 2 photos were taken at home after that ate donuts. haha. see their chocolate's mouth. haha!

went to swensens at night. some photos taken at causeway point. haha!

that is all for today! nice nice photos right. haha! tomorrow ah ma's bdae celebration. going back to malaysia. then xiang nephew going to come my house also. hao nephew going to stay with san yi. haha! next week bring my xiang nephew out. but too bad the sand castle toys sold out le. cannot buy liao. haish. shall see other outlets de kiddy palace have mah. if have going to buy for them to play sand. =))

makeover photos

2008-05-14T22:49:00.002+08:00

after very very long, the makeover photos are up! thanks to my dear rain who helped me to scan it in and send to me. heex! thinking of should i go over to jean yi and buy just the photo A which i love it alot. but $20 dont noe worth it mah. hmm.

okay enough of those photos. let see what i did today. hmm went for dac tutorial. had mini group discussion then presentation. time flew damn fast! haha! then went for cirpe tutorial. then hannah and xueting came in and give presentation! cool man with their vietamn costumes. nice costumes. so sad that i didnt go with them the other time. if not sure have lots of fun. but samm all maybe deciding to go for the next time. haha! i want to go too. =)

then after that, the gang of 6 plus constance went for lunch at clementi sumo house. nice and yummy japanese food. we chat we laugh and we do stupid things. haha! then sat there till around 2.30pm and ting they all went to do traditional threading for eyebrow. so painful~ ouch! LOL! i went home with leen cause later going to astro meeting. oh ya i bought one set of cars colour pencils for xiang nephew. i thought is pencils. dumb me. haha!

went for meeting and came home. i seriously hate it when mummy wasnt around! the family now got 3 guys with me the only girl. and worse. i reached home at 9.30pm and the whole house is in a mess. the dinning table food wasnt clear cause they said i am the last one to eat. but cant they clear it to smaller bowl? roar! then clothes wasnt put inside the washing machine for soaking. and that is sooo stupid. i asked them why didnt they put in the washing machine. brother answered you do lah. ah boy cousin answered you are the only girl so you need to do. what the hell! mummy can you please come home fast? dont stay at er yi's house for too long!

i wish mummy is here now. =(

photos time!

2008-05-12T23:18:00.009+08:00

today will be full of photos day! haha! finally it can upload photos. so i am going to upload till i happy with it. wahaha! all this photos are sooo nice and i definitely feel the love around me with my frenx! i simply cant throw away those love that my frenx gave me. it will be damn precious man! haha! 2 more weeks in school and i will be off for FP. nightmare going to come because need to do alot of things already. think of it make me scared. hmm. anyway, did i mention that i gotten the ntuc scholarship together with leen? haha! 1 year bond with ntuc after i graduated. but nevermind i believe i will survive thru. =) so now, photos time! heex!

taken today during tuition with falicia and also i tried to put on fake lashes! i was successful in putting but the glue not very nice. =) thinking of getting a better glue which leen said shu umera one nice. haha!

in school today! all these silly people with me are my gang of 6! but lack of qing and ting. haha! soon shall take together again! heex!

that day when i went out with kuku family~

random photo of hao nephew at san yi's house wearing ah kai cousin cap!

the day we went to ding tai feng to celebrate mother's day!

during labour day when the family from mummy side went to desaru and feng sheng gang for seafood!

dadada~~ that is all the photos i like to show everyone! haha! i shall enjoy myself before the torture come!! wahahah!

post

2008-05-11T21:05:00.002+08:00

stupid blogger! dont allow me to post photos! wah piangx! seriously i got a lot of photos to be uploaded! roar!!!!!

okay over the past one week, i had been quite busy. haha! 3 may went out with family to orchard for mother's day celebration. got mummy, daddy, me, didi, san yi, ah boy cousin, haohao nephew! went to ding tai feng to eat dinner. overall spent about $110 there. then ah boy cousin and me split half. so each person $60. oh ya. bought one ferror rocher flower for mummy and san yi too. haha! so funny can when i asked them to take photo together. and haohao nephew damn funny. he gave me an angry face when asked him to take photo with the "flower". haha! i really love going out with my family. heex!

then 6 may went out with kuku family. we went to marina square to dine in at seoul garden. cool! very long never go there liao. then brought haohao nephew out too. then he sooo damn shy at first. later he okay liao. kuku stella bought one aeroplane and a set of cars for him. but then hor, he still doesnt want to call her. bad boy! in the end that day kuku stella bought a lot of stuffs for him. then they asked me to bring him out again during rain bdae. dont noe leh. havent confirm. =)

9 may brought haohao nephew to astro cause mummy not at home. so bo bian need to bring him along. in the end he kept crying on that day. dont want anyone to touch him. it is damn different from going out with kuku family. i also dont understand why. =.= then i carried him until my hands super suan. put him down he started crying again. roar! really not my day man. when going home, 184 was super warm. i think the bus driver never on air-con loh. super warm and crowded. then at bpp area i took a cab home instead. reached home that haohao nephew kept crying again cause san yi they all lah. mention in front of him that they are going out. in the end i super pek cek. i scolded him. this is the very first time i scold him man. too pek cek liao. whole day never stop crying. okay nevermind. after scolding him i got tell him he today very bu ting hua keep crying. he also noe he is in the wrong. his head keep bending down. so funny but cannot laugh in front of him. must be serious. then he slept damn late also.

today i went to causeway point after tuition. bought ettusais make up base and foundation. total $89! bank no money liao lah! roar! then bought a new winnie the pooh bottle. haha! i think mummy going to scold me when she come back from ah ma's house. oopsie!

oh ya, xiang nephew coming to my house on 19 may le. er yi going to operation on 20 may. mummy told me er yi said the doctor said need to take out two rou liu. i dont noe what that in english. i pray hard that it will be a successful one and er yi recovers fast! =)

assignments killing me. havent finish my dac lesson plan! need submit on 16 may. hmm. then astro games stuff havent finish. haish! so many things to do. and i tell you, my room is in a mess. my lappie table is also a mess with all the stuffs on astro and my textbooks. roar! i think mummy going to scold me very very soon liao. oh my god! better clear everything before mummy comes home! help!!!

oh ya, HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!!! =D

i cried like mad

2008-04-30T15:09:00.004+08:00

finally i break down into half. i cried like nobody business. i feel super sad. i told him i want to step down right after the camp. i dont care anymore. i just need some peace in myself. assignments killing and the fear of attachment coming and it make me fall eventually. everything comes too sudden. so i was now the one at fault. nobody cares! i dont want this anymore. stop and end this.

and pardon me if i am giving any attitude. cause that is how yvonne behaves. this is my character. i give attitude whenever i not happy. so forget it.

nephews!

2008-04-28T22:55:00.002+08:00

somehow today my topic will be my nephews. lolx! i simply cant wait for haohao to be here. just now er yi called and i wanted to speak to xiang but he doesnt want even though er yi told him i will bring him to take mrt. haha! he noes i seldom bring him to take mrt. but hao was so excited that he rushed to pick up the phone. first thing he said was mrt! haha! then he continued talking but i dont understand. and that xiang came and snatch the phone. and worse. he tried to talk like his brother. i dont understand anything. this "naughty" xiang!

okay main topic. er yi told mummy she need to go for an operation at the end of may which is xiang school holiday. and she requested mummy to take care of xiang. so he will be coming my house soon. lots of places which i hope to bring him to. that includes east coast park, escape theme park, woodlands swimming pool, botanic garden, pasir ris park and many many more. i wonder i have the time not cause attachment starting. but the fact is that i am worried for er yi lah. overheard mummy said that the tumor is at the zi gong there. eh i dont noe what is zi gong in english. =/ okay hopefully everything turns out well and fine. =)

another topic. she has the thought of giving haohao to other people. and I WAS SOO MAD! come on man i have see him for 2 years and he is the cutest and funniest in the family who i always love. er yi wanted to give kok wei cousin boss for adoption. please althought i dont have the right to stop, but then i confirm nobody will give to. kok wei cousin will never allow and shy ya biao mei also wont. and to think if i never see him again i will cry man. =( so mummy asked me i want to adopt not. i replied OF COURSE! and is i soooo willing to. but then i told mummy ask er yi every month give me $200 i will help her take care. i dont mind since i love kids. then mummy said adopt leh not take care. so must use own money take care. siao! haha nevermind got daddy to pay mah. heex. but i noe lah er yi only say say lah. she will never loh cause she loves them too! =) then mummy asked daddy whether he wants to adopt. and of course daddy loves to! cause he loves to play with haohao! heex. and not only me who always ask san yi to bring hao to my house, daddy also wants. daddy always play with haohao and buys him stuffs. heex! xiang also have lah but seldom cause he very very long never come liao. but anyway, if er yi tired of taking care 2 kids, she can also give me one to take care! i dont mind!! heex. =)

summary havent finish!! tomorrow going for NTUC childcare scholarship interview. abit worry but nevermind. JIA YOU! =) see my ranting and that it. =D

seriously injured!

2008-04-27T14:44:00.003+08:00

last friday went for astro. and was such a pretty start. cause quite a number of people turn up for astro this time. but i dont understand. where are all the year 2 and 3. they seems to be disappear already. haish. sianx! how i wish i can put back all the year 2 and 3 to make them continue to stay in astro. and plus i do have a hard time thinking of my gls. and i tell you seriously, it has always been my dreamx to be a gl head cause i want everyone to enjoy. haha! alright after attending short lecture and introduction to the scopes, i went to join those ane participants for short games. and this was a SUPER WRONG decision i tell you! they are all MONSTERS! first we started playing bomb bomb chuki. and in the end they are sooo determined that i must LOSE. so in the end they anyhow said i lose and asked me stay in the dark room till everyone left. lucky enough jeff was willing to stay behind with me. so they cant do anything and so no forfiet. then gabrielle suggested playing another name called handiplast. this is a TORTURE man! i was unfortunate enough to sit beside yangmeng and sheryl. sheryl was beside edison. so i was lucky enough cause she seldom hit me. but it was a super wrong decision to be beside yangmeng. he hit like nobody business. and so i am very KELIAN! my legs went red after a few rounds. i tried very hard to hit onto yangmeng's lap to let him have a taste of pain. but always he would hit harder. i thought i can end this by changing place. and everyone saw that i changed place, they changed too! and now eidson was beside me. SUPER IRRITATING! he hit even harder than yangmeng so i was like crying already can! felicia was beside me and trying to help but nothing can be done. i really cannot tahan liao so i decided to stop the game. went to toilet with sheryl and i used water to cool my legs. and now it is SUPER UGLY! when will it heal?? mummy scolded me dumb for playing the games. although very fun, it is also very painful! bear the consequences man! i have also posted the photos of my injured legs. please come and ask me whether i am okay kays! felicia~ kill yangmeng and edison!!! haha!

oh ya! i bought 3 storybooks. and i simply get addicted to dorothy koomson's books! super nice can! i cant stop reading. but due to the fact i need to finish my CRIPE summary, i need to stop. and till now i still got no mood for the summary. and to think only the third week of school tomorrow. sianx man! and i still have to wait for another week before i can see my beloved nephew! i miss him man. heex! i want to bring him go gai gai. everywhere to let him play. =) alright back to topic, i need to finish 3 summary by this week. so i better start now. see ya guys!

somehow i feel that i need to say something before i go off. recently i do have some unhappiness with certain people. yah true astro. that is what everyone will think of. i came across somebody who i dont wish to name blog and i feel a little disappointed. sometimes i feel that the current comm wasnt a very cooperative one. they seems to be always standing on their own and ignoring others. i dont understand why. i feel sooo soo upset. many things arent supposed to be voice out. but it seems to come out again. haish! i dont noe what to say. i just hope eve is around again to help me to guide me but it seems impossible cause she is busy now. haish. we need to do self-reflecting!

something wrong

2008-04-23T23:22:00.002+08:00

seriously! something is wrong with the song in my blog. whatever song i put it never appear. and now i dont noe what song i want to put. okay forget it can! shall have some peace kays when i am free then i will start to figure what the hell is wrong and it is time for me to change a new blogskin! wahaha!

yesterday went to sakura at orchard point and i really become a pig lah! eat until i super full can. the food there quite nice. can go there again next time. heex! oh ya baby precious getting super cute can her pattern. actually babies are all very cute cause their patterns super funny. haha! never had a chance to take photos cause my handphone officially declared that it went to the service centre for some surgery i think. haha! so sianx without my phone. haish! but nevermind i think it will be new one again when it comes back to me. heex! then went to heeren to walk walk. and i bought one new bag which cost me $69.90 and a pair of everlast wawa shoes which cost $36.90! and my pocket now is burning. the hole going to be very big soon! seriously lah i have been spending money like nobody business recently.. sianx! how am i going to save sia like that. ahhhh!! okay nevermind. i think i will need to stop spending for some time. so dont ask me buy anything kays! =) and we went to ding tai feng to eat xiao long bao! super nice! i prefer the orginal one. i shall bring mummy and daddy there next time. maybe i should consider for the coming mother's day. heex!

oh ya! uweekly is out and my makeover is out! you should go and grab a copy if you want to see how i look like during makeover. i find that seriously i have grow fat! super fat! and super ugly now! roar! how i wish i can be a beautiful girl like everyone on the street with a handsome guy beside. wah! i must be dreamingx!! haha!

alright i think i better go and have some rest to make sure i can be pretty. cause i need plenty of sleep now. and i need to start on my assignments liao! jia you my dear yvonne! dont forget camps are coming so jia you also! =)

back again~

2008-04-21T23:47:00.002+08:00

once again! yvonne is back again to blogger.. have been neglecting my blogger and my dear readers for a very long period of time.. due to the fact that i am quite busy for the past few weeks. going work and entertaining my nephew everyday.. haha! can be quite a tiring job you noe! =)

the new semester starts and i am back in school for studies again.. this semester everything seems so empty and sianx.. lectures are all theory base which make me feel so tired and sleepy.. worse assignments start to pile and only one week just gone.. i cant imagine myself being a year 3.. it is going to be a super difficult year for me i guess.. and depends on my studies now.. i feel that the opportunity for me to step into wheelock will be getting very small.. haish.. quite stress now sia.. and plus i still havent step down from astronomy main comm.. which make me feel even more stress.. judging from the situation now.. i feel that i cant really step down yet.. main comm are still quite new.. i think i still need to hold on for a few more months.. maybe i can step down the moment after ANE camp this year.. but still quite unsure.. hmm.. nevermind i just do whatever i need to do now first bah.. i shouldnt feel that stress now.. oh ya i am going to start attachment real soon.. beginning of june will be attachment.. i wonder which centre will i be attach to.. i really hope not to be the same centre as someone.. please! bless me my frenx!

oh ya! makeover photo is being publish in uweekly le.. somehow feel very excited about it.. see those photos le.. dont noe really nice not.. samm they all said nice but i feel that i am just so ugly can! and i think got become fat now leh.. daddy said the photos are being photoshop.. i think soo too.. when did i ever become that thin.. haha! but quite upset lah.. feel that got grow fat lah but people say dont have.. dont noe lah! PIG!! like that also can fan man!

tomorrow going out with kuku family! and please stay tune to my photos real soon! i have tonnes of photos to upload but havent! and i still havent upload ane camp photos! SHIT!! whole world looking high and low for it man.. =.= sorry!!!

sick

2008-03-19T20:41:00.002+08:00

a very very important thing to annouce! i am officially declared SICK!!! what the hell right!! i am perfectly fine during the weekend and last few weeks.. but thanks to my ah kai biao di who asked mummy to buy potato chips!! i ate together with him.. so in the end.. on monday i realised my throat was a little dry and pain.. i knew something was wrong so i quickly drank lots of salt water.. but got no use! and worse monday went childcare talk loudly and firmly to the playgroup then they will understand.. so i got no voice in the end and sore throat got worsen! what the hell right! roar!! and worse of all.. HFMD case came back again. 1 child was reported HFMD and got to clean the centre.. oh my god! with my poor health now my sickness got worse! i got cough and i got flu! oh my god!!!

i need to rest! tomorrow will be the last day of the week! and yippeee!!! i got 3 days break.. so high man! wahaha! i shall take this time to sleep and rest well to cure my sickness and become the perfect one again! =)

oh ya recently my house got sooo ran nao! you noe why.. all thanks to the traffic jam at the customs! oh my god lah! my da jie and ah wei biao ge work in singapore.. so they got very sianx and tired of jamming.. they came to stay at my house for a while.. oh my god.. i wonder when will the jamming stop! really very very tiring lah! haish.. let hope that everything end fast because it affect my morning bus too! roar! =.=

school time table is out! oh my god! i dont understand the time table at all.. =.= nevermind i think havent confirm.. wait till confirm then say bah.. =)

result sux

2008-03-16T16:02:00.002+08:00

somehow i am back to blogging again after neglecting it for such a long long time.. actually not very log.. still okay.. haha! let me summarise what actually happened over the past week.. =)

went for SJAB competition on saturday, 8 mar.. was rather spending a lot of time chit chatting with my frenx there and feeling nervous for all the comp team.. oh ya i saw miss siti.. she is already pregnant 6month le and is a baby boy.. how lovely.. didnt contact her for so long and now see her she already married and living so happily waiting for her precious love.. =) and rss didnt make it for the NA and NC team.. but doesnt matter at all.. we should also feel happy.. because we learnt something from it.. and i am still very proud of the comp team! they have grown up! =)

next i went to bugis with my 2 biao meis.. wanted to see wu zun! but due to some problems which happened in between.. we miss them! stupid lah! waste my trip there.. but nevermind.. at least i bought a cardigan and a blouse.. and also a pair of fake lashes! wahaha! quite a nice trip! =D and my haohao nephew stayed at my house! yippee!! =) 10 mar was haohao nephew bdae so we had a mini celebration for him.. he smiled until like mad and he so happy.. just that he will never look at the camera but the cake.. haha!

nothing really happening happened after that.. cause everyday is work and work.. but i officially joined the playgroup.. haha! so high! everyday see them play i also feel very happy! =) at least i didnt waste my time for this holiday.. i am working and gain some experience.. oh ya! i went to airport yesterday! i got to say terminal 3 is super duper big! and there got a big food court and the food quite nice! photos will be up soon.. now i super tired to put photos.. haha! and tomorrow will be another week of working life.. =)

oh something quite important!! i got my results le.. and i got to say it is super disappointed.. okay i did improve from the previous semester.. but i still didnt hit the target of GPA 3.. no A and all are B or C.. haish! feeling very sad when i received my result.. but at least i am able to make it for year 3 lah.. i should feel relieved afterall.. =) new year is going to start in another one month time.. soon it will be another busy life for me.. need to handle schoolwork and also astro stuffs.. i guess i need to learn how to manage my life once again.. no longer can be very free.. i need to work hard and strive hard for myself too.. =) jia you lah! see me soon in year 3! =))

random

2008-03-07T23:24:00.002+08:00

today is a very very random post.. i also dont noe why so random.. haha! i suddenly feel like posting the pictures of all my nephews and niece.. so here i am.. posting from the eldest nephew to the youngest nephew for the moment.. haha! cause there will be more to come in the future.. =) and in future will be my own children le lah! wahaha!

drum rolling~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ let start!

my eldest nephew zayd goh xiangfeng! my naughty cum shuai nephew! he can be very funny at times! getting more and more talkative.. talk nonstop and only loves his lightning mcqueen! haha! 4years old this year.. can say very clever liao.. haha!

my second nephew yang chunjie! super active and super noisy one.. whole day woof woof non stop! but he can be cute at times too.. haha! he is going to be 26months liao.. how i wish he will call my yiyi now.. but still havent yet..

my third nephew raidon goh yu hao! he is a super cute boy lah! and the way he talks make me laugh like mad!! haha! his bdae coming liao man and he will be 2years old liao! time flew man.. haha!

my fourth niece dai qixuan! a very adorable girl and i love her a lot lah! she is the only girl in the family now. that why i love her a lot.. haha! but she super cannot sit still one and she will fall any moment lah! must be very very careful with her man.. she is going to 18months liao! heex! toddler rox man!!!

my youngest nephew dai haoyi! he is super cute lah!!! very chubby till i love to pinch his face.. haha! he is only going to 4months now and weixiong korkor said he already going to 7kg! oh my god!!!!! even more chubby then haohao last time leh.. haha

wahaha! finally lah i finish talking about all my loves! heex.. giggs man! i love them lot lot lah.. =) oh ya today something very scary happened.. i was taking a nap in the afternoon and suddenly mummy called.. i was so tired that i dont wish to wake up.. but i had to wake up cause she said my godma fall down and cut her head got blood liao.. i was like huh! what the hell.. i jumped out of my bed and changed and went over to my godma's house.. annabelle was crying and talking to me.. so scary.. i quickly walked over to the bedroom and saw godma lying on the bed with a very deep cut near her eyebrow.. i was shock! i went speechless and dont noe what to do.. telephone kept ringing and i went blank.. but lucky mummy came just in time and everything is in control.. really scare to death man.. godma had to go for stitch.. 10 stitch! gosh!!! soo painful man!!! hopefully she get well soon.. =)

kuku gathering

2008-03-06T18:53:00.003+08:00

random: just post up those photos that i have took on sunday when i went to stella's house.. and this pictures were all the first day i carried baby precious to take photos.. =)

wednesday, 5 march 2008

today went to childcare as per normal.. do the normal assisting stuffs and once again i was in the k1.. but somehow i enjoyed it very much now.. haha! the children play with you and they even came up to you hugging you to tell you teacher yvonne i like you can you stay in my class? haha! this is what makes the teacher feels so happy.. that is also why i love kids.. haha! they always say things from their heart.. they never lie to you.. so they are always true.. this is really different from adults! =) oh ya the playgroup love to sit on my lap and i dont noe why.. they will "fight" to sit down.. haha! and plus the korean boy boy so cute lah.. i told him not to touch the musical instrument as the teacher was telling a story.. i said no and he looked at him and point at me too.. after a few time saying his name and no to him.. he followed what i did.. super funny lah! and whenever i looked at him he will say his name and no to me.. =.= super cute can! heex! today end very fast! i pat the children to sleep already i went off again.. =)

went to marina square.. took bus 75 to marina square.. the bus ride was long and it is super super cold!!!! i cant tahan man! and i never bring jacket out.. recently was like super cold lah.. so stupid.. i wonder what is wrong with the weather again.. shouldnt it be sunny from now on? haish! but anyway waited for rain they all for very long.. so i sat at esplanade there and play my psp.. hmm.. awhile later they came and we went over to pasta de waraku to eat our lunch.. everything was still okay.. but i prefer the pasta i ordered last thurs.. =.= i was sooo full so i didnt order any dessert to go with it.. i helped to feed baby precious milk.. so long didnt feed liao cause all my nephews and niece already noe how to feed themselves.. =.= but nephew haoyi still dont noe.. too bad i didnt really see him cause i was very busy this few months.. so no chance and now da jie already started working so more no chance.. haha! oh took neoprint with kuku family plus johnson.. haha! i look super shag.. -.-

thursday, 6 march 2008

as per normal.. went to work early in the morning.. highway jam for awhile and lucky i reached on time.. =) k1 children are getting more and more adorable.. haha! their huggings are all so sweet lah! heex.. pat most of the children to sleep before i left the centre.. went home had my lunch and i went to take a short nap.. i feel more energtic when i woke up! heex! tomorrow last day of the week! wah super fast also.. one week gone.. haha!

somehow i feel super tired everyday.. haish.. go out also everyday no mood.. who is the stupid idiot who spoils my mood? haha! so sianx man.. everyday making myself so tired i also dont noe why.. yvette ah jie said that if working with children i dont feel tired after that i must be superwoman.. haha! that is quite true ar.. but i still enjoy lah.. so still worthwhile.. everything is still under control i guess.. =) i really need a lot of sleep now.. sleep is what i need! get me some beautiful sleep bah.. =)

L change the world

2008-03-04T22:48:00.003+08:00

i was 5mins late for work today.. i dont noe what would happened.. haha! this morning was raining and there was a little jam at the highway.. so stupid and it cause me to miss the 184 and waited for a while for another bus.. so that was why i am late today.. =.=

okay i stayed with the playgroup children before morning assembly and i tell you they are super cute! got one girl who came hugging me the moment i reached the centre.. and also another girl who always hold my hands and follow wherever i go.. oh ya another two boys who keep talking to me when i dont understand what they are talking about.. =.= but they are really adorable! how i wish to stay with them for the rest of my time there.. but i was asked to help the nursery teacher first.. so i went up to nursery class and they were all gathering around me asking my name and everything.. one cute girl who kept holding on to my hands when i was with them.. but awhile i was asked to assist k1 class.. was rather she bu de the nursery and playgroup.. haha but also have fun when i was at k1 class.. just that got quite a few like to sit on my lap and my legs is going to break soon! they all are 3 people sat at the same time.. but quite a nice experience indeed.. i still hope to get back to the nursery, playgroup or toddlers! heex!

after work i went to sweetie's house to meet her cause we are heading town to watch L change the world.. waited for sweetie for very long cause i end work she just woke up.. damn pro lah her! we only managed to left the house at 3plus and her mummy took a cab and we got a free ride to bukit batok interchange.. so nice of her mummy.. =) took bus down to town.. and we managed to watch the movie at 5pm.. and the movie is super nice! to me lah! haha! but somehow it was rather scary and disgusting due to the pictures effect.. i was like covering my eyes lah! especially when the part the professor got the deadly virus and got electricuted.. damn scary! and sweetie was laughing.. =.= roar! i told ya i am a timid girl le lah! pig.. the movie lasted for 2hours and 15minutes.. rather nice and exciting movie.. but we didnt noe that end of the movie got somemore.. due to too cold we left.. brother told me when i reached home.. =.= but it was a nice movie.. and yvonne self declared broke! =(

P.S: he called at midnight again.. i really miss the phone call from him.. anyway it just a normal chatting session with just a short while.. i am already quite contented.. =) i miss his voice anyway.. =) will i continue to have his call?? haha!

first day gloryland

2008-03-03T21:55:00.002+08:00

sunday 2 march 2008

once again.. went to stella's house and play with baby precious.. but i didnt really play with her lah.. cause quite a few people were there as well.. =) so i let others have a chance bah.. secondly also because i was super tired and bored.. rain was helping stella to cut her hair.. yvette and maylyn were sitting there watching and i was also there watching but the mood wasnt there.. =/ maybe all because of what that happened on sat night.. oh ya! i did take photos with baby precious.. but it wasnt with me yet.. stella havent send it to me.. heex! but i dont noe it is nice lah all those photos.. cause also dont noe baby precious got look at camera not.. haha! mad liao.. but i took photos with her lah! wahahah!

after staying at stella's house for quite a long time today.. i went to bugis with rain to meet her frenx.. and after that we went to sakae sushi to eat! and i managed to eat my favourite tako yaki balls! so yummy lah! but i couldnt finish the bowl of curry chicken don after that.. okay the curry chicken don was nice but got a lot of rice.. =.= rain also couldnt finish.. haha! okay after dinner was like 9plus at night liao.. sooo late le and we decided to head home cause everyone was tired.. on the way back.. i was talking to rain about what happened last night.. she wasnt sure of what she should tell me too.. i was also not sure what i was doing too.. =X sometimes thing just come tooo fast and it leads to me not having a solution to the problems.. i remembered i told sweetie once that 好马不吃回头草.. but it seems like i myself is doing it.. what should i do?? i dont noe leh! rain is very scared that he is just keeping me as a spare.. ahhh! all this circling round my head! gosh! bursting soon!!!

monday 3 march 2008

today is the start of my working part time in the childcare centre! woohoo! damn cool.. and i get to see a very different environment as compared to where i usually attached to in the past.. when i first entered the centre.. the teacher is soo nice.. okay all the teachers there are super nice.. and today i was attached to the playgroup and i did routine care with them.. bathing 9 kids really kill! cause i kept bending and super super difficult for me to stand straight.. haha! pat them to sleep during nap time.. and i left at 1pm and head back to school for astro meeting..

and finally i saw selene and eve! wahaha! after sooo long.. i havent been seeing eve for half the year and i havent been seeing selene for around 2 to 3 months.. so finally i saw her.. but she scared to death lah.. hide behind the stairs and suddenly appeared after that.. stupid girl.. =X okay meeting went on for quite long in choosing the next batch of main comm.. i was quite reluctant to stay in main comm for the next year.. but somehow i got no choice.. haish.. i also dont noe what i should do.. i scared that i might be able to do as well as now.. but now also not very well loh.. =.= haish.. afterall i am going to be a year 3 student next year.. i worried that i cannot handle everything well.. and with the new batch of comm.. it is going to be another type of meeting method that i am going to handle.. ah!!! die die!! do i really have a choice?? haish! bless me then.. =)

new "lappie"

2008-03-01T23:11:00.002+08:00

hello! yesterday i went to acer service centre.. and i got my lappie done! new screen and also a new program.. but i dont have photoshop.. macromedia.. microsoft office! i need to go to school to install everything.. and also change my system in order to use msn file sharing program! and everything seems so new to me! finally i have a new screen which enables me to see everything! heex! oh sweetie went with me.. she is nice to accompany me.. we went to IMM after that cause it was still early for me to go for tuition.. we went to walk around and i tell you i saw one push cart with many many girlie stuffs! the wallet so nice and the hp pouch also! i got the temptation to buy the wallet.. but i restrict myself again.. broke already so cannot anyhow buy things.. hmm.. nevermind i think i will find somemore nice one.. so better dont buy now first.. heex!

today many things happened.. i dont noe how to say.. suddenly i feel so hopeless again and i got the qi dai again.. i wish that he continues to talk to me.. but he left suddenly.. without leaving any reason behind.. okay nevermind.. and we talked a lot today.. so he admit that he wanted to ask me to be his girl initially.. haha! i think we are not really fated bah.. if not why the chance doesnt come? haha.. and i really do believe in let nature takes it course.. because of the feeling towards him i rejected another person indirectly.. i am really so sorry to that person.. i cant lie to myself.. haish! up till now i feel bad.. i didnt talk to that guy and i even push away all the date he asked me.. ahhhh! okay nevermind.. dont talk about all this le.. tomorrow i am going to find precious again! woohoo!!! i want to hug her lah! but cannot leh she is still a baby.. heex! okay i going to say again! i love everyoone!!!!!

oh that guy hasnt been caught! where is he man! hopefully the police quickly catch him then everyone wont be so scare and tired.. the police, special command team police, saf guardman and a lot of people are working and guiding everywhere in singapore.. i pray that he will be caught soon so the police can go home and have a good rest.. they are working very hard now.. jia you everyone! =)

pasta de waraku!

2008-02-28T23:25:00.002+08:00

went to central with the gang of 6.. but not everyone was present.. samm didnt come cause she was not feeling well.. forgiven! haha! alright went to eat our lunch at pasta de waraku! i can tell you the pasta damn nice! i love it man!! SOOOOOOO NICEEEE!!! heex! i want to go back again next time.. the pasta is so yummy that i finished everything even i am very full le.. so you should noe how nice it is.. go and try it bah! =) oh ya went to donut factory.. like finally? haha.. bought box of 6 and it costs $7! initially leen and me wanted to get the box of 12 one which costs $11.. then split it with 2 boxes.. but before that we heard a lady who wanted to get box of 6 but put one in each paper bag and the person said still consider one piece costs $1.30.. oh my god! like no difference loh.. so we decided just buy separately loh..

waited for half an hour for the rest to come.. longzi and ting arrived shortly.. but then qingling was very very late! we reached pasta de waraku and ordered our food le then she arrived.. she hor.. really hor i got nothing to say.. -.- okay pictures will be uploaded next time when i received it from eileen and ting.. =) after our lunch we went to walk around at central.. but there isnt anything to shop.. so we thought of going out to the shops and look for nice desserts.. but then none of the shop was opened yet as it was still early.. so we went to liang court instead.. we went to mcdonald and we slack there.. i had my chocolate sundae again!! heex!!! =)) we slack there very long talking and chit chatting before heading to take 190 back.. everyone took the same bus! =)

oh police are all around.. they are looking for a terrorist who escaped from the detention centre yesterday night.. oh gosh! it looks very scary.. they are holding on to guns and everything standing in front of SCGS.. suddenly i feel so scared! everywhere i go i can see army people around.. oh ya woodlands checkpoint is super jam! i waited for 913 for half an hour before one bus come! and interchange was packed with people waiting for 911.. 912.. 913! oh my god.. i never see such a long queue before too.. the people queuing for 911 actually till near the escalator! omg!! okay let's hope the police catch the terrorist fast! i feel scared now! =.=

o2jam

2008-02-27T22:57:00.002+08:00

oh gosh! finally i have something to do at home! heex!!!

DJ Max Portable 2 and O2jam!!!

i am sooo sooo addicted to it liao man! especially DJ Max Portable 2.. heex! wahahaha! i am sooo happy to get so addicted to it cause at least i have something to do! wahaha! =D

oh ya i called acer today! and i got to admit i hate their service.. really hate their service! their service is damn lousy.. call them and they replied me with stupid attitude! oh gosh.. i waited for 30mins just to get the call being pick up by them.. and come on lah.. the screen really crack by itself.. they very damn funny.. the woman replied "normally the LCD screen wont crack by itself unless there is some external force to it" HELLO!! why on earth will i want to make my lappie screen spoilt? i even said to them how come last time my frenx also encountered this and you just send people down to collect and change one new LCD screen for her? she went speechless.. she continued saying "you come to the service centre and i will get the service man to check for you if it is not caught by any external factor" wah kaox!!! i damn angry! how many times did i say that i didnt do anything.. and now she kept saying that it was my fault and i was the one making my own lappie LCD screen crack! kaox! super irritated by those acer people.. if i got money i will get a new lappie lah.. why should i go and call them just to listen to such a stupid service! PIG!!!!! if i get down to acer i shall bring along my sweetie cause she will argue till they nothing to say! wahaha!

tomorrow i am going out with the gang of 6! wahaha! we are heading to clarke quay central! and i am heading to donut factory with eileen before meeting them.. =) enjoys~

rot

2008-02-26T23:54:00.003+08:00

today is a super boring plus sianx day! i am rotting at home i tell you! meeting was last minute cancel as robin couldnt make it.. -.- roar! and i got a full slack day.. i didnt do anything but just online and online.. and it it time for me to hook onto youtube watching all the show.. but the lappie crack destroy everything! roar! i swear that i am going to get it repair! =) okay i admit i have been thinking too much today.. till i get myself a little stupid attitude.. i need something to make myself feel more happy.. i really need those things to cheer me up lah! and i better get myself something to do to ensure that i dont think too much.. =.=

alright enough of nonsense stuffs.. my two beloved nephews came today! shy ya biao mei brought them over cause she wants to come and get my wireless modem! haha! she took it home and use liao! never get me any good stuffs also.. pig her.. wahaha! oh gosh! my haohao is super CUTE lah! when he arrived he so funny.. he hold onto the tie man then he looked at me and smile.. then he called biao gu! wahaha! so cute lah! then xiangxiang followed what he did also.. heex.. oh ya xiangxiang knew how to read the 三字经.. so funny.. i asked him to tell me once before giving him to drink the orange juice and he did.. wahaha! should have record it down lah! =.= i didnt record it man.. haiyo! but so cute lah the way he speaks.. haha! initially wanted to head down to bugis to buy fake lashes as shy ya biao mei wants it.. but too late le so didnt go.. i asked her to come tomorrow cause i super free but she dont want leh.. if not haohao will be staying over here tonight lah! hmm nevermind.. i took some retard photos with haohao! heex!

oh ya.. their mummy said that she would move back to the house tonight.. but obviously she didnt.. er yi called just now and said she sms ah wei biao ge saying what she feels that their character dont match so they shouldnt be together and she also said that SHE DOES NOT WANT THE CHILDREN ANYMORE! come on lah! where on earth a mum will say that! kaox! but she said she wont mind if they give her take care of them for a few days.. wah kaox! she think her children are toys ar.. mad lah! i swear that the children will eventually hate her in the future.. i cant tahan her man.. dont ever let me see her again lah.. i noe i dont have the right to interfer but come on they are my nephews and i do have the right to protect them.. so please be sure that i will bite and scold whenever she comes and visits! ROAR!!!!

i never imagine got this kind of mother.. so stupid lah.. karma will eventually find her.. no worries.. dont ever say that i am bad.. i am not actually.. i really cannot stand her man.. haiyo.. this is also a lesson learn for me.. never ever try anything which will ruin your life.. =) so think before one act kays.. =) children are the most innocent party.. so dont make them suffer..

oh ya something nice to share.. brother decided to change w580i and i managed to get his plan for k850i! now only problem is where to get the money.. hmm.. i need another $200 first to get the phone.. dont noe ah boy biao ge willing to lend me mah then i return him the money when i get my pay.. havent got the chance to talk to him.. hmm.. and i do need to plan properly for my money.. i cannot anyhow use my money liao.. so no more datings for me after this week kays.. need to 省点用! haha! =D

ps i love you

2008-02-26T01:20:00.005+08:00

i woke up early today! cause i am heading to town.. for what?? of course is a date with two lovely girls.. they are ah xue aka guigui mummy and my sweetie xinyi.. wahaha! so nice right.. we head to cineleisure after meeting at bukit gombak mrt station.. and i didnt realise that i was in the same mrt with ah xue lah.. haha! so funny! we went for movie! yes and we catch the movie ps i love you! i tell you! it is a super touching movie.. nice storyline.. somehow it touches my heart and it almost made me cried.. lucky i didnt.. but i was lousy enough that somehow i dont quite get the movie.. i only knew that the guy dead and he left some letters for his wife.. the movie made a sotong even blur.. =.= haha! afterall i feel that this movie is a must watch movie.. heex! next movie shall be L change the world.. but i wondering who is going to watch with me.. sweetie asked me whether i want but i havent answered her.. then rain is not free to watch.. leen they all dont want to watch that.. haiyo! i tell you there is a lot of movies coming up.. i am prepared to save money and watch them! wahaha! after L change the world it will be leap over the years with the gang of 6.. wahaha! high high!!

after movie they accompanied me to sony ericsson service centre.. so many people and we had to wait for at least 45mins.. so we decided to go and eat dinner.. we had mcdonald.. fattening neh! roar!! and guess who i saw!! i saw longzi!!! jian gui lah!! wahaha! she called me i still shock how come got people call me.. haha.. then i realised i saw her.. haha! she so funny.. we two kept laughing.. heex.. after dinner went back to the service centre.. and hello so zui can.. we reached the number already at 161.. and very soon it was my turn.. i am sooo UPSET! the phone cannot be replaced with the new LCD screen.. haish.. need $145 to replace one screen.. it is so not worth it.. cause i couldnt get back the money even if i sell it away.. so i decided not to repair.. haish sianx! no phone for yvonne.. so i have decided.. i should get the k850i with the one year instalments.. -.- havent discuss with daddy yet so go to wait till tomorrow when he is back.. =)

okay after that we were so bored staying at town.. we stood at the somerset control station for very long.. we looked at the map and thinking about where we shall go.. haha! in the end we jus board the mrt and we alighted at khatib mrt station and headed to bottle tree park! cool neh! it is a new park and most importantly it got my SWING!!! wahaha! and i had hell loads of fun swinging.. but i dont noe whether is it too long never swing liao i feel so sick.. i suddenly feel like vomitting and everything is spinning in front of me.. haish.. later we sat on the table and sweetie is busying playing with psp lah! haiyo as usual one leh.. -.- then ah xue was walking about to stop the mosquitoes for attracting to her.. haha.. soon we went off.. next time i shall return again for some quiet moments.. =) we took many many photos.. heex!

this is the route to bottle tree park! see how long it is~
oh see there is it.. we have reached finally! yippee~~
this is the whole park.. doesnt it look nice??
wahaha! we reached! but stupid sweetie took photo without signalling one loh! my eyes close!
this is the view from my swinging chair.. nice!

at night.. view from where i am sitting on the swing.. =)
me and sweetie while we were sitting on the swinging chair.. =)

i took it myself.. i love sitting on the swinging chair.. haha!

ah xue and sweetie on the swinging chair far away from me.. =X

all alone in the toilet waiting for ah xue.. =)

ah xue and me.. lovely us! hoho!
picture too dark so i edit it.. haha! nice nice!!! =D

we went to causeway point after that.. sweetie went to buy top coat for her sis.. ah xue went to buy bubbles tea and me went to buy ice cream! yummy! and we went to civic centre cause sweetie wants to deposit money.. after that she wants to help her daddy buy the seasonal pass and i tell you! i want to slap people liao lah! roar.. she very gong and very stubborn lah.. both me and ah xue asked her call back home and confirm the vehicle no but she just reluctant to! roar.. in the end the vehicle no is wrong and that is why the machine couldnt detect the vehicle.. really roar lah that girl! nevermind i shall forgive her this time.. =)

i am feeling very sick now.. got the urge to vomit.. i think i need more beautiful sleep.. i need to sleep soon! ahhhhhhhhhh! falling sick sooon tooo.. =( and i badly need a phone.. haish!

nice date

2008-02-24T23:03:00.002+08:00

yesterday i went for 2 gatherings! heex! one is my sjab gathering! woohoo! quite a no of people turn up for the gathering.. heex! got peiying suyin weeling yilin daniel yahya gavin tiankian chongyee hazel weifu kelly stanley.. actually got a few more people.. but they claimed that they didnt receive the sms.. so loh.. hmm.. nevermind we shall organised one more next time.. heex! we went to causeway point as usual and we ate our dinner at swensens! yummy fish and chip.. hoho! and i ate mango madness.. i shared with hazel.. she is my good junior so must share everything with her ar.. haha! we had a long time eating our dinner.. and from a lot of people queuing till no people queue.. haha! cool right.. that means we stayed inside for quite a while.. i do miss eating at swensens.. haha! later they went to the arcade to play.. but i went off.. =) only manage to take 2 photos.. these 2 girls sit beside me so can take.. haha!

me and hazel!! my best junior and my assistant for my finance department!

this is yahya and me.. i forget she under what department liao.. =.=

after that i went off to meet sweetie.. she said meet at 8.30pm in the end.. she only reached at 9pm.. stupid girl.. but she is nice enough to meet me at woodlands mrt station.. haha! took photos but some is jian bu de guang one.. so loh.. below is an example of her jian bu de guang.. wahahaha! must take a closer look kays! wahaha!

we had our quality night.. but she was busying playing with psp.. =.= she got damn gek with that music and couldnt pass it.. haha! see how gong she is bah.. okay last night we talk about a lot of things.. especially about relationship.. haha! i think somehow i am someone who need a lot of assurance and trust.. i need my bf to really give me all the love i will feel and all the assurance that i wish for to make myself feel secure.. so somehow it is very dumb ar.. but anyway i dont wish to get into a relationship so fast.. i still wish to enjoy my singlehood.. but i do thirst for it lah.. somehow a little contradicting yah?? haha! nevermind let nature take it course bah.. =)) a photo of the night life taken at boat quay.. enjoy~

it is the truth that you will never noe how i feel about you.. if i remain silent you will never noe.. =)

today went for tuition in the morning and head to kuku's house after that.. but we went to northpoint before that.. initially i was still very "proud" of myself for knowing how to push the pram on the escalator.. later i realised i wasnt that pro after all.. haha! i will kill a person if i become that stupid and clumsy again.. lolx! but not my fault can.. i not use to that direction of the handle.. so loh.. i noe i noe not an excuse.. i promise to be more careful next time.. =) oh ya baby precious is very cute.. i talk to her can! but rain they all said i siao.. she can listen to me one lah! haiyo! haha! i am waiting to go gai gai with her next time.. =)

sjab welcome party

2008-02-22T23:53:00.002+08:00

yesterday i couldnt get to sleep only till 5plus in the morning.. i was like mad can! talk to my sweetie on phone before she went off to find her frenx.. she dont want me she want her frenx! oh gosh! slap!! later she see this she will nag again.. but that the truth.. she doesnt talk to me.. and roar i am angry with her! =X

alright i woke up at 12pm today.. sms started to come in at 10plus.. BUT!!! i couldnt see the sms! roar! this is very very very very irritating! you noe there is message but you cant see! what the hell right.. so i decided to change to my brother's phone but it didnt appear.. =.= i dont noe why.. so i dont bother le.. so people if you need to find me dont sms me cause i cant see anything.. call me instead please tell me who are you kays.. i cant guess who you are anyway.. =) i am still feeling damn irritated with myself for being so careless and drop the phone on the floor.. i dont understand lah! sweetie said i already "saved" my phone for a few times.. cause on wednesday when i was inside the bus i also nearly dropped it just that i managed to grab hold of it.. haish but so suay that it must let me drop.. so it really drop! roar! haish haish! i want my phone back! decided to try my luck and head to wistma isetan on monday with sweetie to get the phone repair.. but just now i went to ask a repair shop at my house there.. the person said no stock le the LCD screen.. please pray hard that still have kays at the main office.. i need my phone badly! haish!!!! and i had asked K850i.. without contract it costs $668 and with contract it costs $298! see the difference!! oh my god! kill me then.. i got no contract on hands to sign.. so if i am really getting one.. it costs so much!! i will be dead by then.. lolx! haish.. my brother havent sign his plan which is already up last dec.. but he just refused to let go of his contract for me and wait for mummy one in sept! i dont noe what the hell he wants sia.. mad and stupid! roar!

okay nevermind! dont talk about it liao.. just pray that i can get it repair on monday! =) i just went to riverside today! wahaha! went for the SJAB welcome party for the sec 1 with hazel and tania.. later gavin came also.. =) wah it had been so long since i sit in for games.. lectures and even parade! oh my god! and i feel damn old! cause everyone looks so young there lah! how i wish i am still 15 or 16 only.. no need to bother so much.. just need to study well for o level.. haha! that is when it becomes very very memorable.. =) okay i seen the newly join sec 1 and some fresh faces of the sec 2 and 3 cause i dont have any impressions about them.. =.= bad senior indeed.. haha! alright i think i will be going down for competition on 8 march.. and i might be helping hazel with the dressing and everything.. but i cant confirm yet neh.. hmm.. and i might be turning up for the annual camp if it is during sept.. but also can go back ah if is during jun but only sat.. =.= actually i do miss my sec sch life.. oh ya i got to see mdm ho! she is still so funny.. i turn behind to see something then i saw her and she saw me.. then she blur blur look at me then waved to me.. haha! so funny lah her expression! then miss ong asked why i cut my hair so short.. haha! i also dont noe why neh.. =.= heex! i miss my teachers! =(

okay didnt go for dinner with hazel they all.. went for dinner with mummy and godsis instead.. haha! oh hazel not going to turn up for her job tomorrow.. we some sort of scared her.. haha! everyone gave her a weird expression when she said she going to work at ****** tomorrow afternoon.. haha! so in the end she decided to not to take up and she is coming for tomorrow gathering! woohoo!! heex.. and meeting sweetie tomorrow! yippee!! boat quay boat quay!! =) but i wonder what time will tomorrow gathering end.. later sweetie going to kill me if she is left to wait for me for long.. hmm.. and i wonder who will be going tomorrow and where are we heading to.. =.= but let me just wish that tomorrow will be a nice and happy day with all my frenx! =)

exam over

2008-02-21T23:00:00.002+08:00

yes yes yes! exam is officially over and yvonne is declared free from today on! wahaha! i am sooo free le! but then i have dates! full of dates to meet up with my frenx! heex! oh ya i got to complain first kays! monday cd2.2 paper was set to kill me! i totally could not remember what i had learnt and memorised! then i got myself into deep troubles by writing a lot of nonsenses and stupid things! roar! and also now yesterday sf paper was also set to kill me.. i anyhow do and some i could not even remember that i had studied that.. =.= alright enough of those stupid exam papers.. now that it was done.. just pray that i will pass my exam and promote to year 3.. i will be waiting for 14 march to come.. =))

just a very random picture.. took on saturday when i was waiting for steven uncle to come down.. haha! i love it man.. heex!
yesterday i went clubbing at phuture! wah piangx! i got to swear that i will never step in during wednesday night! roar! basically because a lot of people lah! then a lot of people still nevermind lah.. just that the music came at quite late and due to the fact that i was already quite tired.. i dont really have the mood last night.. and cause i woke up at 9plus yesterday morning and i had a long time waiting for that sweetie to get ready at her house i feel rather restless le.. the mood wasnt there.. wasnt much excitement..
but i am sure there was something which disturbed me and i felt damn angry plus a bit dont noe what to do.. =.= i dont understand lah.. this year went clubbing twice and during this twice sure got something to make me feel not the mood one.. so stupid.. yesterday could be a misunderstanding and i hope it was too.. so dont bother much either.. =) oh ya! i saw samantha! haha! she so funny.. i thought we wont be able to see each other due to the crowd.. but then she saw me first.. later she disappeared.. i wanted to find her.. but i couldnt.. dont noe where she went.. but when she went home she did sms.. haha.. both of us have sour legs after that.. haha! oh i got to say.. there was this girl who stepped on my legs!!! and she wore HEELS!! super sharp heels! wah my legs went numb lah! i was like oh my god! i gave a very painful and shocking face to sweetie and there was this guy who saw it.. he gave me a super stupid face.. wah piangx i tell you yesterday girls are all very hiong in dancing.. =.= squeeze here and there.. cannot tahan them sia.. =.=
oh ya i went to meet up with weijia.. i dragged sweetie along with me.. haha! she very reluctant loh.. but i gave her sad face.. in the end she went with me.. she worried also ar.. haha! then met up with him for awhile he was smoking outside! roar! i swear to take away his cigeratte! lolx. oh ya dance with him and his frenx.. and realised his frenx zhiliang is my primary school frenx! the world is damn small! lolx! went home at 3plus with weijia and zhiliang and a girl also.. all stay at woodlands.. =) reached home brother still awake watching soccer sia! =.= oh yesterday i am a good girl.. i didnt drink.. daddy dont allow me to drink and sweetie stop me from drinking also! roar! nevermind.. i am nice yesterday.. =) just took one photos with sweetie girl.. =)
today is really a dumb bad day! outing with the gang of 6 was cancelled due to some problems.. then my hp is officially declared dead! why? cause i accidently dropped on the floor and it cracked! so people if you want to contact me.. call me instead of sms me.. super sianx! due to my carelessness! my phone gone.. i still dont intend to change phone so early lah.. but without any choices.. i have to buy soon.. haish! so stupid! lappie also need repair cause of the sudden crack in the middle.. now hp also crack! roar! stupid me!!!!! i seriously need job to get a new phone! no more whatever shopping date.. no shopping no buying of things no clubbing no everything for me now.. save money and get new phone!!! haish!

xinyi's house

2008-02-15T23:41:00.002+08:00

today is just another not so good day! cause i got exam!!! wah piangx i tell you confirm is going to be gone case! 30marks on separation anxiety which i never study dao! imagine how i am going to answer it.. i totally got no idea! and i anyhow write the answers using my common sense.. and i asked others.. none of them noe also cause no one has textbook! how dumb it is man!! roar! and another 6marks on the attitude of teachers.. stupid all i never see before one! still nevermind some of the questions i got a feeling that i did wrongly lah.. haiya! dont noe lah everything gone liao and hopefully i dont fail can already neh.. =X another 2 more papers and i am done with year 2 moving on to my third year.. i really wonder can i pass my year 2 not.. haish! what a question to ask man.. hopefully i pass kays! i dont want to repeat any modules.. i already very old.. other at my age already graduate liao.. i also want to graduate! one more year to go hopefully!

saturday and sunday is going to be a study weekend for me.. no more house visit and no more online! cause i need to make sure i can get ideas about what is cd2.2.. i cant afford to play anymore.. this is the only module which needs a lot of my attention and heart in studying.. and i cant use common sense when i am doing cd2.2.. theory!!!! wah this i am going to die.. =.= and sweetie is also scaring me that this paper very easy to fail.. wah all the stress from outside! i feel more worse.. actually want to start studying de just now but then i too tired liao and my brain block so didnt.. haish! sianx ar! how am i going to survive sia! hopefully i can!!! help me please!

yup currently having some love talks by two girlies.. they are my sweetie and my dearie.. haha! but somehow i am thinking.. sometimes it is definitely better to be frenx as compared to be lovers.. lovers are not able to be throughout the whole life unless you are able to marry to that person and love each other till death.. but frenx can confirm be for life.. no matter how angry and whatever you are.. frenx are for life.. it is always good for you to cherish your frenx! so people do cherish your frenx..they are the one who will be with you forever.. so i am going to tell myself.. everyone will just be my frenx.. if the one who is going to be my prince will also have to be my frenx first.. lolx! this is natural lah! gong! =.=

wah i am getting very tired liao.. but then hor.. hmm.. tomorrow going to wake up quite early.. must study.. and get myself prepare! so got to jia you lah! and to all my frenx who are taking exam also! please jia you also! after this we will all be done! and i already have a long event queuing up for me.. heex! i am looking forward to my dates with my frenx! haha! let me list down the list of event that i will be looking forward to!!!

20 feb 2008 - my darling xiezhi bdae and also i am going clubbing with sweetie and gang!
21 feb 2008 - a date with my 5 lovely girlies to sentosa! cool! i am sooo excited with the luge ride and skyride!
22 feb 2008 - maybe a date with selene to eat ice-cream! i am waiting for this for very long liao.. hahaha!
23 feb 2008 - gathering with my sjab frenx from different generation and also a date to the boat quay with my sweetie. =)
24 feb 2008 - little kuku princess Precious full month celebration.. dont noe going not. =.=
25 feb 2008 - starting work at gloryland cashew drive.. from 8am to 1pm..

haha! see the list of events i am having! and i am getting quite busy during the holidays.. but confirm weekends will be free! haha! i am going to have a fruitful holiday! =) jia you ar!!!!

valentine day

2008-02-14T18:17:00.002+08:00

happy valentine day to everyone! i believe it will be such a warm and nice day today with all the love and happiness in the air.. =D enjoy it everyone!

somehow i am stuck at home studying.. =.= i feel so tired and stress in studying lah.. all my frenx are out celebrating this special day but i got no one to date.. what a stupid day for me ar? i think back if certain thing didnt happen.. i might already be out today having fun and laughter.. but too bad.. heaven is playing with me and leading me a lonely day hur.. haha! what a foolish me too.. =X nah everything is in the past already so no point thinking and putting much hope inside this.. normal frenx will do me good too.. =) i have actually come to sense! congrats man! lolx!

wah piangx i really really very sick of studying liao.. =.= so many things to do and remember neh.. i really cant take it liao.. this is the result of me being too playful during the past few weeks and also the result of not listening attentively in class.. =.= bad me bad me.. all my fault kays.. hmm.. nevermind rest for a while first kays later then i continue to mug.. =)) wish me luck people and i will appreciate it very much! and wish me all the best bah.. heex!!! ^___^

sweetie girl just called just now to disturb me! that bad girl.. she knew that i am staying at home whole day to study but she just want to call and disturb.. this girl ar should have kick her far far away in the santa claus land.. haha! later she will add in you will bear meh.. i cant hide anything from her man! she is living inside my stomach! lolx.. oh ya she went to the place which i will never step in only after march.. nevermind let her go cause is her legs lah.. wahaha! sweetie girl shun bian go slap and kick that person kays! i will appreciate it a lot one.. =D

another day

2008-02-13T00:44:00.000+08:00

well well well.. another comes and i spent it unwisely.. =.= i didnt touch my notes only till 4pm.. and i cant make myself focus for at least 1hour.. i kept go in and out of my room.. i get very distracted and that it.. i dont noe why.. this is the very first time i find it so hard to focus.. haish! i am getting from bad to worse.. sometimes i think i should just stop dreaming about getting into wheelock and just get into the society and start working after i receive my diploma.. maybe that should do me good too.. i am just too stupid and too dumb to get into the uni.. scold myself and blame myself for everything and that it is.. keep telling myself that i shouldnt come online and msn and chat with people.. but i still come.. =.= i cannot live without online man.. haish! just scold myself for being stupid and idiotic can!

oh ya yesterday i received a call from choonheng.. i got a shock.. haha! i noe he will be reading my blog.. so i just want to say thank you to you and to gabrielle.. thanks for being so concern about me.. =) haha i never imagine that you all will actually call me and ask me what happened neh.. cause i wasnt that close to you all afterall.. but still very thankie to you two.. =D and hor such a stupid stuff dont bother much also lah cause trying very hard to get out from all this shit also.. so soon i will be alright and you will get to see me smiling happily again! =D i shall promise everyone! heex!

sometimes hor i think a lot.. like yesterday i told sweetie that i am very scared.. she asked me scare of what.. i told her i scare that everything will change again.. this scare-ness all happens after she said that she will be hunting for job in march.. i feel so scared suddenly and i didnt have the mood to continue talking.. i asked her what is friendship? i told her i have fear in friendship.. i no longer have the trust in friendship.. i think back sometimes..

my secondary school frenx havent been contacting one another for a very long time.. i dont noe why.. i believe everyone is just too busy in their work and that the reason why we are not contacting one another.. but deep inside my heart i noe that is not the real reason behind it.. my click are all attached.. and most of them are spending their time with their bf.. so me will be the most free one cause i am not attached.. not to just say my click.. in the past we used to organise outing and many of them will turn up.. but now no more outings and we lost contact with one another.. not really lost.. just that we dont meet up and we dont msn or sms one another.. no more.. not to say only my secondary school frenx..
sometimes i think i am also losing contacts with my kuku family.. i didnt spend time with them and i feel super guilty.. most of my time i was busy with my school and also giving tuition at night.. till the fact that no time were left for them.. then i feel super guilty when they always date me out but i cant.. and slowly i lost everything.. this hurts.. people always lost certain thing then they will realise that how hurt it can be.. i always doesnt give them time and spend with them thus only leading myself the word hurt.. i got to blame myself for this.. should i promise to give them more time and spend more time with them? but i doubt they can also.. dearie is working and kuku is also going to work soon.. ah ji is also busy with her studies.. so do i.. haish! everything not going to be true liao! time change everything.. but whenever i am with them.. i feel happy cause they never show me a sad face even though either of them is sad.. we still laugh and play.. i really feel very great when i am hanging out with them! i never going to forget about my kuku family! they make up part of my life! and show me that you love me too.. =.=
then for my poly pals.. i used to have a group of good pals who always do things together and play together.. but everything change and i get to see the true colours of one another.. then we are split and this is the most hurting scar i have.. i cant accept the fact till i was crying for days.. this was also the time i started to lose trust in friendship.. but i was lucky i got 2 other close frenx of mine who always stand by me.. then slowly come another 3 girls who never fail to brighten my days everyday when i was in school.. we never stop laughing.. i called ourselves as the gang of 6! we already plan to go sentosa to play! but i wonder will they go due to the fact that everyone is quite busy neh.. =.= haha! but i believe in them they will go and have fun together! =) sometimes i dont noe.. i find ting zi sam leen and qing very nice! they always joke around with me and make me feel so happy even when i am sad.. especially ting and leen.. they noe a lot of my stuffs cause i told them.. they gave me encouragement and gave me support.. i will never forget what you all give me.. i will make sure i repay it to you all! let me feel love once again bah! =)
beside the gang of 6 during poly life.. i still have a sweetie with me.. she is my lovely girlie! she is also my sweetheart.. but sometimes she can be very fierce to me.. she does nags at times too.. so we both nag at each other.. =) i cant keep anything from her.. she noes when i am sad and she noes when i am happy.. she always make me feel love too.. i cant imagine if i were to accept the fact that the time we going to spend will be lesser.. i am scared.. she noes why i am scared.. haish! sweetie girl can you always promise to be with me and let me feel the friendship love? will you be able to let me feel trust in friendship again? i dont want to accept the truth that everything going to change.. you will be busy working and i wont be able to date you out also.. i feel sad my girl.. haish! i will miss those clubbing dates and those late night and most importantly my boat quay date! you havent date me to boat quay..

i just finished ranting on my worries and fear.. the fact is i really dont have trust in friendship.. i feel scare.. i am a person who needs a lot of love.. if i dont feel that i will panick and cry.. i need to receive a lot of attention too.. i am also a easy prey.. i fall into trap very easily.. thus people love to bully me and make fun of me.. i am just a little crybaby and i cant quit this habit of mine.. i hate myself being a crybaby.. every single thing i will cry and cry and make myself feel so sad.. this is me and i really hate me.. haish! i want to be stronger and i want to show everyone that i can be strong and i wont let people to bully me.. but it seems like this is very difficult.. haish! out of sudden i am feeling very upset and i want to stop the time.. haish.. =(( i dont want the time to move so fast.. the faster it moves.. i will feel more fear.. i am sad!! i need someone to cheer me up once again.. *crying in process*

malaysia again

2008-02-12T00:02:00.000+08:00

today i went to malaysia again.. haha! you must be thinking i am very free.. i went because xiao jiu mu and xiao jiu the other day went to genting and they win money mah.. they wanted to treat us to lao yu sheng.. so we went back again.. haha!

oh ya oh ya! i saw haohao today! his stupid mother brought him home and when i reached er yi's house he was sleeping but suddenly he woke up liao.. the moment he saw me he smiled at him and called me biao gu.. so sweet can.. heex! then i played with him.. i totally got no mood to study.. so i played and played.. then xiangxiang went out with er yi they all to the bank.. so i spent the time playing with haohao.. he so cute lah! i asked him to call me he call me and he kiss me after that.. and i wipe away his kou shui and said eeee.. the second time he kissed me he helped me to wipe away his kou shui.. haha! so cute right and sweet.. i simply love him.. he is tooo adorable liao! haha! and he knew how to keep the toys.. heex! i taught him one can.. love myself! *proud* wahaha!

and xiangxiang came home with 3 guns and 2 cars.. er yi bought the guns for chunjie.. haohao and xiangxiang.. xiangxiang so funny.. he posed with his gun.. and he shoot me using his gun but i told him only to shoot at bad people.. he went to the door and kept shooting outside.. then i commented that later the bad people shoot you back he quickly went to hide behind the curtains.. so funny! i kept laughing.. haohao followed what he did.. their pattern soo FUNNY!! they are so cute.. heex.. =)) let me show you 2 photos of xiangxiang with his gun!

so funny leh him.. but sometimes he so naughty.. asked him to keep his cars he dont want.. want to beat him he ran and said da bu dao.. wah kaox! i bei him qi dao i want to vomit blood.. =.= cant tahan him man! but he is sweet and nice afterall.. he will kiss and hug you when he sees that you are sad.. =) i love them! XD

went to da jie's house.. haiyo my xuanxuan sooo KAWAIIIIIII!!!!!!! but her face got one big blueblack.. she knocked onto the table the other day.. she also very active man.. she can climb out from the rocking bed.. i rock the bed she climb out.. this girl ar.. er yi said she is a tomboy.. she doesnt behave like a girl at all.. and she kept fall down.. the moment er yi finished saying this sentence.. a loud sound was heard and she was lying flat on the floor.. she hit onto the table again.. =.= oh ya i saw haoyi also.. so chubby leh him.. feel like pinching his face.. but he so cute so dont want.. heex.. i carried him and he certainly weigh a lot.. haha! they are soo cute! how i wish i live with them and everyday i can hug them and play with them! and xuanxuan called me yiyi! heex.. so sweet lah.. hoho! chunjie also called me yiyi.. and he wanted to kiss me today lah.. kiss dont noe how many times on my lip.. wah! sooo SWEET!! i love them all man!!! =D

just now was eating dinner.. we split into 2 tables.. the old gang and the young gang.. i sit with all my cousins.. only junhao biao di doesnt join us.. he always also dont want to join us one he always stick with his mother.. haha.. then we were talking and laughing.. i still remember when we were young we always play together.. we stick together and share everything together even with junhao biao di.. but now he no longer part of us.. shy ya biao mei was saying that junhao biao di never talk to us and i added on saying that he never even play with us.. and then shy ya biao mei commented again lucky ah kai biao di wasnt like this.. ah wei biao ge said if ah kai biao di like this he will give him one tight slap.. we laughed till mad.. he also said that he always give everything to ah kai biao di and treat him like his own brother.. then i added on saying wah heng ar lucky minyi biao mei also not like this.. and shy ya biao mei said if she like this we all give her two tight slap.. minyi biao mei is the youngest in the family and we really treat her like princess.. she is so cute when she was young.. ah wei biao ge said we always kiss her like mad.. and minyi biao mei went =.= haha! how nice it is to gather with all my cousins again.. it was so sad that lingling jiejie.. da jie and ah boy didnt join us.. initially ah boy did join us.. his gf wants to join us too.. she stayed at kota tinggi which is very far from JB so san yi said dont want cause very ma fan.. then san yi and ah boy black face one another.. in the end he didnt come.. sadded lah.. da jie is because got baby and very ma fan.. lingling jiejie is because she went to dont noe where with her bf only come back on 19feb.. sianx!

sometimes i think back.. i am always very close with my mummy side de relatives and not my daddy side.. in the past i was close with my cousins from my daddy side.. we always went to one another house to stay over and play.. but as the time goes by.. everything change.. how i wish i can be close with them again.. my daddy only got one elder sister and my granny only have 4 grandchildren.. we used to be very close cause we always went to granny's house to stay over during holidays.. but now no more.. i hardly went to my granny's house.. 10 fingers can count how many times i went there to sit there and talk to her.. i dont stay over too.. haish.. i am a bad granddaughter.. real bad.. =(

oh ya just now when i was in san yi's car i was telling mummy about ah wei biao ge and his stupid wife matter.. he wants to ask his wife back.. i was like huh what the hell.. she already betray you and now you want her back.. i didnt comment anything.. but i tell mummy i dont think he should do that.. and he gave her a choice that if she wants to come back to the family she dont go to melaka with that bf of hers.. but she went in the end.. the answer is very clear i told them.. even shy ya biao mei also said that.. i dont understand.. if one really love one another.. there isnt this kind of things that happened.. since this kind of thing happened.. let it go.. like what happened to me i am letting it go slowly.. and just now i got so angry.. that yi po from my nephews mother side came and brought my nephews to us.. xiangxiang was reluctant to let go.. then mummy carried him and lead him to other things.. he was alright.. haohao also okay he was with me and i was giving the fish to him.. and suddenly she just came over and carried haohao.. kaox i so angry leh.. he already okay what for she come again and take him away.. in the end they reluctant to let go again.. wah kaox i feel like scolding.. mummy also said that.. so what my nephews reluctant to let go.. they always do that.. when i bring them go out and come home they also reluctant to let other people carry them.. so what.. this is children.. kaox! damn angry.. feel like slapping.. ROAR!!!!!!

and just now mummy said something.. guo sheng came over to san yi's house to find ah boy.. then mummy they all was over there.. he asked my brother where is me.. he told him i went to er yi's house.. and worse is he not ask like where is yiwen.. he asked where is my mei li de lao po.. kaox! when did i become his lao po.. i forget what he said somemore lah.. my brother was telling me this when i was having dinner.. and my face went hot.. =.= then mummy continued saying that guo sheng said he wants to study in RP and he wants to rent a room in my house.. mummy said one month $500 he replied huh so expensive ar next time i going to marry with your daughter leh.. $300 lah.. then mummy replied him no yi kou jia $500.. wah piangx! he not paiseh i paiseh lah! i hear liao i faint can.. i already told him he yi dian duo bu xiang lin junjie loh.. dont understand one leh.. =.= then he also said something to my brother.. i think is er lai lai jie fu gei ni qian! wah kaox! so dui nian lah! this boy hor let me see him he will get it.. =.=

okay lah! long post.. actually i got a lot to complain and to rant.. but to make my blog clean.. i better dont.. =D i shall complain and nag everything to my lovely sweetie.. wahahaha! she is the only one who always let me complain and nag to.. wahaha! =D

first day

2008-02-10T23:22:00.000+08:00

7 feb 2008
first day of chinese new year.. so dumb can! i woke up at 8am cause daddy told me to wake up at that time.. and they didnt wake up! mummy waited till nearly 9am then woke up.. and she still went to hang her clothes slowly.. i wanted to ask why they asked me to wake up so early while they continued sleeping.. roar can! and i waited for 4hours before we officially declared that we were going out.. -.- and what so irritating was.. i dont wish to step into toa payoh.. granny's house can alight at AMK and take a bus there.. but mummy dont want.. and so dumb can therefore we alighted at toa payoh.. haish.. feeling so upset the moment i step into toa payoh.. i quickly walked to the bus lane and soon the bus came and off i went.. and what more irritating was that i merely stepped into granny's house for less than 2hours and i went home already.. this is the first time we did that! why?? because some i dont noe who relatives came and they just occupied the whole house can! granny's house is small cause only 3-room flat.. and imagine one whole bunch of people step in.. no place to stand liao.. and they dont even noe who are we.. cant even recognised my daddy and they claimed to be my daddy's cousin.. how funny man! =.=

i realised when i dont wish to step into certain place.. i confirmed have to step in.. i feel so irritating can! i step into toa payoh.. then i step into orchard right next to heeren when i was heading to sentosa with my cousins.. then i step into tiong bahru.. kaox! all those places i dont wish to step in.. =.= haish! damn sad!!!!! and also went to the flower festival.. wah kaox! i swear i will never go next time during chu yi man.. the people are damn lots! people push and push.. imagine got elderly got young.. holiday is a day for those bangalah workers can! they went to the flower festival too and guess what they pushed and pushed.. i feel damn pek cek can.. and other foreigners also and i nearly fell.. in front of the sentosa guides some more can.. he still loooked at him and asked me whether i was alright.. i told him ya and smile to him.. he was so polite.. haha! i went off with my cousins and i didnt see anything.. haha! cool.. wasted $2 to get in and just go one round the carpark.. =.= after that went home and went back to malaysia..

my lovely winnie the pooh bed! i love my bed man.. and i got pooh!! heex.. nice right?? i sleep tightly on my lovely bed.. =))

above are all the photos taken during first day of chinese new year.. i wear until so shui bian.. wahaha! no time to shop can! heex.. =D

8 feb 2008

today went to da yi's house which is located at yong peng.. part of malaysia.. took a very long journey inside the car.. i was playing with xiangxiang.. haha.. he so funny lah! we took photos! and let me recalled what he said to me.. i asked him to take photos.. and he posted.. let see below..

the very first one.. i smiled and he didnt.. then he looked at the photo and said "haiyo ni mei you jiao wo xiao.. wo men pai xiao de ar!"

the second photo.. and we smiled he continued saying "wo men deng xia bu yao xiao hor.."

so we took another one without smiling.. and so he got so addicted to taking photos.. so we continued taking a lot of photos.. i didnt post all.. only some.. =)

after that we tried other patterns.. and he kept laughing like mad.. haha! i simply love being with him.. but too bad.. haohao wasnt around.. he went to genting with his irritating mother.. so loh.. i miss him can! roar! if not i will have more fun.. =))

the other little boy is my second nephew chunjie.. i tell you i cant play with him much.. he is like dont noe how to say.. i feel very tired when i was with him.. i need to chase him need to catch him.. there isnt any moment he will be sitting down on the floor quietly playing with his toys.. not at all! but he is cute i admit.. just that a little too active till i am scared.. =.=

9 feb 2008
today stayed at san yi's house.. then xiangxiang came over during afternoon to have lunch at san yi's house.. so funny lah him.. i had a lot of laughters with him.. but he can be quite a tough boy at times.. he climbs and he runs.. crazy little boy.. haha.. but i had fun with him.. didnt take photos today cause didnt go anywhere except that went to watch chang jiang qi hao with mummy brother san yi and ah kai cousin.. oh ya.. ying xin and ah boy cousin were at home in the afternoon to have lunch.. then guo sheng came over too.. he so funny lah.. yesterday night he said what i became so pretty suddenly.. then asked me he can go after me mah.. i looked at him and smile only cause i was watching my jj.. then he continued saying he and jj look the same.. ask me consider also.. i gave him a stupid face and he showed me a sad face.. mad lah him! i cant tahan him man! crazy liao.. oh ya.. chang jia qi hao that wa wa sooo CUTE!!! i want one can?? haha.. and city square is selling so many vday stuffs.. i looked at it my heart pain one time.. -.- maybe it is time for me to stop thinking and let it go.. vday only what and i must always remember 15feb got exam! so no vday for me!!! remember!!!

10 feb 2008
today woke up at 4am and san yi drove us out to singapore.. kaox! JAM!! and i was stuck inside the traffic for 1hour plus! roar! so many buses and cars! i dont understand why.. =.= so early still got so many vehicles.. haiyo! i was so tired can.. then went to sentosa with er jie family er yi and er yi zhang mummy and daddy san yi.. i went into the underwater world and dolphin lagoon with er jie family and er yi and er yi zhang.. mummy daddy and san yi went walking around.. heex.. but the number of people are a lot.. i feel so tired till i got no strength.. chunjie is another one making me so pek cek.. he dont want to be carried.. he wants to walk but the moment we put him down he started running like nobody business and i dont noe how to chase after him.. i had a hard time.. and plus er jie pattern of taking care him make me feel so wrong.. i dont noe how to say but the way she and er jie fu take care of chunjie make me feel like scolding.. the moment chunjie cries they will hug him and give everything to him.. they scold him and he cried but they still gave him everything.. like that he also dont noe whether what he did is correct or wrong.. but i got nothing to say they also dont care.. but still okay lah.. just very tired! =) let the photos do all the talking bah.. didnt take a lot also.. sianx! oh ya i took photo with the dolphin.. so cute can and the feeling is cool.. haha!

one of the sweet moment.. chunjie kiss me! haha! he can be very sweet and cute at times.. but just that he is far too active till i suspect some special need.. i dont noe.. but true.. he is already 2 years old.. he doesnt speak anything.. imagine my niece younger than him for 8months already started calling mama papa and all.. he didnt.. he just aaaa all the way.. but i think this is just because he is slow in his timetable.. so nothing will be wrong.. his activeness also is alright.. cause he is just a child.. =)

today is such a long post.. i post everything.. hahaha! and i think it should be the time i recover from the sadness.. let him be a memories.. move on yvonne.. i believe you can do it.. good times will arrive.. convince yourself that he is a jerk kays! he is a fake person too.. so dont bother by him.. you will meet someone nicer than him.. =)

chinese new year

2008-02-06T23:58:00.000+08:00

happy chinese new year everyone!

i am feeling so bored.. so i come again to blog! heex.. i somehow being attracted to blogging again.. mad right.. last time so long never blog now everytime come to blog.. maybe this is then my usual life bah.. last time i also everyday blog but because got a lot of assignments so i give up on blogging everyday.. so loh.. heex!

oh ya i am here for some important stuffs.. so there they are.. =))

to my sweetie girl..
i just want to say sorry to you.. i noe i cause a lot of troubles to you making you feel very fan also.. i am really sorry.. i noe whatever i say might not do anything good.. yes i do agree that he is a jerk.. and i cannot believe in him anymore.. but this need time.. i already use to believing him so give me just some time.. a little time will be enough and i believe in myself.. and i promise he is just a passerby and an entertainer to me.. he only brighten up my days by chatting and making me smile.. nothing else.. and sweetie girl dont bother dirty your hands by smacking him or whatever.. even if we get to see him we just pretend we dont noe him kays.. i dont want to make myself look like a fool afterall.. and i also promise emo-ness will be over soon.. after i get in touch with my lovely niece and nephews i will confirm be a happy girl.. let it be the last bah.. =) everytime said here will be fulfill.. so no worries.. i will be a happy girl and live happily.. =D and to sweetie girl.. i love you like always do.. i still want you to hold my hands and let me feel warm till i find the perfect prince for myself.. i will be wearing the guardian angel you gave me during xmas and you will always be my guardian angel.. i love you! *muackx*

i noe i have been causing a lot of problems to many people.. when people already got their own problems.. i still add on to it.. i feel bad.. i decided not to add on to people's problems.. i shall keep everything within myself and like that i wont cause any troubles to anyone.. =) let it be the last post for me to shout out all my problems and emo-ness.. haish haish haish haish haish haish haish haish haish haish haish haish haish~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ i shall not haish that much next year! =)) wishing myself all the best and never fall for all this again! =))

lastly, HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!

balcony

2008-02-06T17:48:00.000+08:00

supposed to go boat quay yesterday night.. but ended up at heeren balcony.. -.- all because of that sweetie girl.. she changed and changed location lah.. =.= i still miss my boat quay date can! roar! some day i shall go back there again.. =)

yesterday met her at bukit gombak mrt and we head down to somerset mrt.. i was so afraid to step into somerset mrt.. i dont noe why.. i got the fear to step into somerset mrt.. and worse.. i think i saw him.. but heng is he never see me.. that the heng part.. but i not sure whether is him.. i do hope that that person isnt him.. =) i walked out of the mrt feeling very vex.. sweetie hold my hands and i feel the warmth.. stood in front of heeren and i feel that scared-ness.. i dont noe why.. i just have the fear when i step into heeren.. the impact of his face and everything is there.. so i worried.. i panicked and i nearly cried.. haish.. many many things flashed back in my mind.. i dont noe what to do neh.. maybe is just all my bad can.. my bad my bad.. =(

okay stop talking about that.. if not i will cry again.. =) sweetie brought me to go and meet her frenx.. 2 guys actually.. they were at cineleisure playing pool.. haha.. then we headed to balcony to have a drink.. sweetie ordered vodka orange and we shared.. we chat and we intro and i get to know 2 more guys from ngee ann.. but all graduated liao.. sianx lah! i am still in ngee ann.. haha.. okay later another person came over le.. then the 3 guys all siao one.. play until like siao can.. =.= then we played games too.. but i was too gong also lah.. sometimes i need to drink i still dont noe still keep waiting then they tell me then i noe.. haha.. gong can.. =.= but i had fun yesterday.. at least my mind wasnt thinking much when i was playing with them.. so i enjoyed too.. =))

later we walked all the way from heeren to bugis junction.. initially they wanted to play pool.. but most of the shops already close cause it was wednesday midnight.. so loh.. dont have le.. so we slowly walked to bugis junction just to find a 24hours mcdonald.. cool right.. it was a cool night.. i was feeling cold.. sweetie was either walking in front of me or behind me.. she never hold my hands that night.. i feel sad can.. we promised to hold each other hands.. but she didnt.. and i dont noe whether to believe her.. cause she doesnt seems to be alright afterall.. =.= we took the first mrt home too.. reached home i cant take it liao.. bath and sleep on my lovely bed.. =)

finally i had my reunion dinner.. and here i am rotting in front of the lappie again.. haish.. i looked at my msn contacts.. i feel weird.. i dont noe why.. i wish that he is online now.. but he is not.. i just cant stop myself from thinking.. how how how! told leen about it liao but then also no use.. i still will keep thinking leh.. roar! please stop me from looking at the list and think.. i am the strong one.. i am the good one.. i shouldnt make myself like this.. so i have to stop myself from all this shit.. and i asked again.. who is responsible for all this shit?? i wonder.. he or me?? haish!

happy girl

2008-02-05T15:44:00.000+08:00

i shall have an early blog today.. heex.. =)) i got nothing to do.. didnt study as well cause i was so busy just now.. i helped mummy to wipe the door and wash the fans.. all the fans in my house can.. wah praise me please! i am such a good girl today.. oh ya i also clear my room.. i threw away almost everything.. and my room is now so clean.. but look like still got a lot of things.. sad.. but nevermind at least i noe i got clean up.. haha!

i dont understand you noe.. why is he still being so nice to me after i already did something so jue.. i thought we will never talk again but i think i was wrong.. got gf already still so nice to me i feel weird.. =.= i have nothing to do with him already but then it seems to be a small case to him.. i also dont understand why.. he is still very concern about me asking me not to go and drink today.. he will chat with me if i feel bored.. gosh.. what he wants man.. i totally have no idea.. i told him i dont want to have anything to do with him.. he just said he and me are still frenx and he wants me to be good.. okay i accepted that.. we are still frenx yes i agree.. but is he being too over?? he wants to see me and wants to talk to me.. but i feel that i shouldnt.. i dont want to make myself sink any deeper.. he is still being very nice.. crap with me and entertain me.. when he feels that i am sad he will keep make me laugh.. the truth is he knew how i feel.. and he always ask me to be a happy person and dont be sad.. i hope i can man.. let see whether he will still talk to me today bah.. i noe he is still very concern about me but too bad i dont want to have anything to do with him also.. =) sweetie told me to be frank with him.. tell him to stop talking to me until i get over everything.. but i dont have the heart to do so.. so i told sweetie.. she said she dont want to hear anything about him anymore.. but sweetie can you just listen to me?? i noe he already make a very bad impression in your mind.. but i mean we are just frenx.. not to get into anything else.. i noe i hurt myself like that cause i can feel that my heart is hurting.. but i dont want to loose a frenx.. i promise nothing more than just a frenx.. =)

oh ya i am going out later.. to chongpang with mummy and daddy to find my shoes.. and i am supposed to get a pair of jean.. but too bad i dont feel like going.. i havent decide man.. =.= go or not to go? hmm.. roar! help help!!!!!

i am sad

2008-02-04T22:01:00.000+08:00

today is yet another i dont want to do day.. i am supposed to study for my exam.. but due to certain thing that happened last night.. i feel damn sad and i got no mood to study.. sweetie is not online.. dearie working and i dont want to bother her much.. haish.. i feel so sad.. sad till yesterday night i couldnt sleep.. i feel so tired also neh.. haish..

guys are jerk arent they.. i feel damn hurt by him loh.. i dont noe why.. you are so nice that you keep contacting me and making me feel that you are not too bad yah.. later we quarrelled you said sorry and tried to all the sweet talking to make me feel that you are really sorry.. i forgave you that time.. then we never quarrelled again.. you make me feel so touch when you actually tried your best to cheer me up when i am sad and telling you everything.. you make me feel love.. and so we chat happily and laughters are all around.. slowly i realised i fall for you.. but then i didnt got the chance to say anything.. everything changed and yah.. you said you are sorry for being unfair to me.. i accepted that.. i hope to delete your contact and stop contacting you.. i didnt fall in too deep so i am still lucky and i can get over it fast.. ya i admit i do curse and swear.. but you cant blame me for that.. i am just protecting myself from being more hurt.. okay i think i shall not contact him and we shall go separate way.. anyway he is just a passerby in my life.. so shall not contact him anymore.. i am not cruel.. but to protect this friendship of mine.. so people just let me cry hard and i will survive thru..

2008 is not a good year for me and i can say that.. many things happened which make me feel so lost.. i wanted to go back to the usual route i also go.. but too bad.. i doubt i can.. i need people to lead me back.. just lead me back to the usual route and i will be fine after that.. and i shall never believe in love again.. until i really can get over everything.. haha!

oh ya mummy and daddy just came back buying a few bags of bottle drinks.. haha.. then my cousin already fast asleep.. he need to work from 5am to 2am tomorrow.. wah piangx.. ke lian de him.. wahaha! then tomorrow i want to go and buy my shoes! i dont care!!! roar!! i havent buy.. =.= and i feel like buying skinny also.. but then i wonder whether i should go.. haha.. no one goes with me.. then i feel so sianx.. let me decide whether to go buy shoes and jeans not.. hahax!

to that stupid sweetie! the world is never perfect understand! so please hurry decide.. if you choose to ask him go then too bad tomorrow i dont want to go liao.. cause i feel weird.. then if you choose to ask me go cause we so long never go boat quay and emo there liao.. then he shall not appear.. so you are to choose one! understand one only! if not you will be dead!!! =)

5566 auto session!

2008-02-03T22:33:00.001+08:00

yeah yeah yeah!! today is a special day! why do i say so.. cause i went to see my beloved 5566!! and they simply rox!!! heex.. they are so SHUAI!!! okay let start with beginning kays.. i wear mei mei waiting for my rain dearie to come and fetch me go junction 8..

went for breakfast with her and her parents at kim san leng bishan.. and after that went to queue up for the auto session.. meet up with maylyn and minyi jie.. so we sat there chit chatting away.. soon yvette ah ji arrived liao.. she so funny lah yesterday night still tell me not coming.. but she comes in the end.. heex.. we played and we joke and we chat.. and we had fun.. we talked to kuku stella over the phone for a very long time cause we are there to entertain her.. heex.. and we use 3G phone to see little precious.. she so cute can! i cant wait to see her and hugs her.. heex.. =)) okay i admit.. i became siao after i had my breakfast.. but i wasnt that okay after that cause my stomach hurts.. i keep complaining that my stomach so painful.. and they all see me until like so ke lian.. but most funny thing is.. after i went up to top of the 8 and prepare for 5566 to come out.. my stomach okay liao.. wahaha! it noes that i am going to see my beloved 5566.. hahax! let me show you some of my darling xiezhi photos kays! took by me but my hands were shivering when i was taking the photos.. =DD

this is the board.. i took it the moment i find a spot and stand on the barrigate.. =)) shuai leh.. wahahaha!

some others funny photos which i think should be either me or rain take one.. haha.. both of us so funny lah.. cause we got DV and got camera.. so we take turns to use one of it.. when rain's hands is tired change to me take DV.. then i realised i am not good in taking video.. my hands shakes.. heex.. so most of the time still rain take the video.. after some times.. i give up in taking photos.. cause all become blur.. so i take nothing.. i climb on the barrigate and look at my darling.. he looked at me.. cause i so outstanding lah.. i am the only one standing on barrigate who is so tall.. wah piangx.. pai seh can.. then shaowei korkor also see me.. =.= dui nian.. haha.. then i faster come down.. oh ya did i mention that i saw yeeshan too?? haha.. she is behind me.. =) i didnt realise that she likes them too.. haha! okay enough of my talking.. look at these nice and shuai pictures! heex!

okay lah enough of my shuai darling.. =)) see me more kays! wahaha!

me and my rain dearie~

me and my yvette ah ji~

=)) i love my days! but some thing break my heart and i cried.. i think i must be the one thinking too much.. so everything is just a dreamx and forget it.. treat it as we never noe each other! =) i think that would do me good too.. i hate the way i am behaving now.. i hate it.. okay i shouldnt say anymore.. it only make me cry more.. =(

back in action

2008-02-01T23:59:00.000+08:00

okay i come to blog already.. actually i dont have much mood to blog.. but now i just feeling like blogging all those photos.. and something surprising.. i cut my hair very short.. for those who saw me last few days would noe and some got a shock.. haha.. can still remember the first time i entered the classroom and everyone like wah yvonne you cut your hair so short.. and i just told anyone who asked me why i cut till so short that my hair is so ugly that i cut all.. haha.. cool right the reason.. heex.. yup.. just take a slow journey with photographs bah.. =)

photos taken after i cut my hair.. and today is the last day of school.. so sianx leh.. exams are coming.. i feel so empty afterall.. havent even touch my notes.. feel so tired and dont feel like studying.. my mood havent come.. i only noe chinese new year coming and i havent got all my stuffs.. sianx! i am broke afterall.. no more money.. i still need to get a new pair of jean.. my new wawa shoes.. a pair of nice earrings.. i think that should be all.. but money where are you?? i need you now.. wahahah!

enjoy those photos.. oh ya.. xinyi sweetie has not send me the photos we took yesterday when we went town.. slow girl.. she must have forgotten i believe.. haha.. nevermind those photos will be post soon after i receive from her.. =)

okay below are just photos which i promised last time.. got my make over photos and cca open house photos.. and also photos with my beloved lecturer.. i somehow miss her liao.. haha.. hope to see her soon.. =))

oh ya.. did i ever say that i love the company by eileen.. qingling.. xueting.. longzi.. samantha?? they are very very funny and sweet lah.. with them laughters can never stop.. even small little thing can become a very funny joke.. haha.. that why i love their company.. you no longer need to be sad cause got them.. and somehow i realised.. they can simply replace somebody in my heart.. maybe they are too important now.. and i noe how it feels when i will to lose one of them cause i do lost some once.. so i learnt to cherish and treasure whatever i have now.. i promise to provide more time for my loves.. especially for my kuku family and my sweetie.. sweetie has been complaining that i never leave time for her.. and now she has already graduated from NP.. girl you noe how much i wish you are still in NP now! kuku family is another part of my life.. without them i believe i wont be surviving that well now.. and now a little princess has just join in the family.. i believe with her around.. our lives will be happier and fun.. cause she will bring us laughters too.. =) i also have to leave time for my lovely frenx.. so people date me bah! wahahaha!

updates~

2008-01-21T17:41:00.000+08:00

yup yup yup.. i noe my blog is some sort of consider dead.. cause assignments are piling and i left with no time.. thus i didnt have the time to blog for the past few weeks.. it had been soooo long since i blog.. quite a few events happened during those week.. let me see where shall i start.. but i have no time to post all the photos.. =.= how i wish i can multi-task so i can get everything i want inside my poor and slow lappie.. oh ya! my lappie screen crack out of no reason! imagine it just crack! oh gosh!! and i find it damn irritating lah! haiyo!!!

okay let me recall a little kays! first.. i went for make over by jean yip on 7 jan 2008.. wah how long it had been.. haha! everything was so cool.. the makeup artist put for me heavy make up which i cant believe it was me when i was all done.. i had a shock out of my life.. haha.. if you want to view those photos.. click friendster. you cant believe it when you see also.. wahahaha! but i love it lah.. too bad.. jean yip is not going to give us the photos.. i have to go and buy those photos which cost $20 for only one photo! imagine how expensive it is.. so i have decided.. scan in the photos in uweekly and send it to print.. haha.. clever right! i am such a clever girl.. wahahaha! and i went bugis street with my dearie.. haha! bought top and i simply love them.. hoho!

hmm what did i do next man.. i totally forgotten.. i think my brain really getting very jia lat man.. haiyo! okay i only remember going to open house training and i had hell lots of fun.. laughing playing giggling and all kind of happiness i can ever imagine.. then here come the actual open house from 17jan to 19jan.. i head down to school wearing my HMS tshirt.. feeling proud of myself in HMS but it was a little too yellow.. haha.. people commented that we looked like banana.. wahaha! head down to astro booth.. and watched them do their job.. heex.. was a little bad afterall.. oopsie! okay i got to say.. i had a tiring but fun day on the first day of open house.. heex.. i jumped around played around with longzi xueting samantha and eileen.. we are simply crazy can.. but the people never stop coming in.. =.= my job keep going and going.. but some people arent high enough.. haha.. i enjoyed myself on that day! heex.. after open house.. we went to Settlers Cafe at holland village.. wahaha! i played like mad there can.. those games are fun! they bullied me!!! ROAR!!! they called me stupid.. oh man.. i am not kays! i got to defend for myself.. they cheat me lah.. this group of crazy girls really go out of hands.. =.= the moment we are together.. there will never be serious work! hahax.. but thanks to them.. i really had a lot of fun.. it was my ever happiest day! they never fail to make me smile and laugh.. heex.. i really love being with those girls! they make me feel warm can!! heex~

okay next event was astro resumed on 18jan.. hahax.. after so long.. finally it resumed.. =.= and sky was bad enough that it doesnt give us a clear sky on that day.. so no sky gazing afterall.. sianx.. but we were sitting down at sports track playing games.. heex.. ane participants came back too.. as it was an open event for those students.. went to KAP with them too.. i was hungry then.. haha =.= we gossip a little too.. bad people yeah! haha! but not my fault.. open secret liao can!! wahahaha!!! oh ya everything turn to the normal way.. there wasnt any gap in between.. everything become the same.. so ya! thanks god! heex..

next was going to be a MAJOR event! heex.. i went bugis street with da jie shy ya da jie's frenx and xiangxiang.. gosh! i tell you.. people are damn lots! as if everything at bugis street is free! i dont understand people can.. maybe because it was weekend so that the reason why so many people.. but hello! far too many can.. one lane which only allow two people to walk thru.. but now.. become 4 people walking at the same time.. gosh! imagine how squeezy it can be.. =.= oh ya someone spoilt my mood of the day.. it even made me tears when i was shopping at bugis street.. so damn dumb can! roar! can even dare to quarrel with me.. you must think i am easy to bully.. ya i admit i am but my loves will never allow that can! but forget it.. just an unimportant person afterall.. yup i went clubbing again after so many months never step in.. it was indeed fun Fun FUn FUN!! heex.. but as i said i wasnt in the mood.. so initially wasnt high and sweetie kept asking me to dance.. but i just stood there.. haha.. and i think she doesnt have enough dancing time with her partner ya.. haha.. and i swear i am going to go back to phuture soon! heex.. i love dancing with my sweetie.. but guys please shoo off!! wahaha! =)

i think that were all my happening events.. people my life is getting on fine.. but there is one person that suddenly intrude my life.. i dont like to be control.. neither do i like to control people.. so back off kays! and i dont wanna fall in love now.. it hurts afterall.. so please go away from me.. thanks~ as if the person will ever read this blog.. wahahah! =.=

confession?!?!

2008-01-12T21:45:00.000+08:00

what actually does he means? no single word from him... making my heart jump and it cant slow down.. i once thought i am suffocating.. the beating of the heart made me feel nervous.. haish.. i just want the answer from you.. i will accept it but.. there is none from you.. i feel terrible.. haish! will you ever reply my message?? =(

countdown 2008!

2008-01-01T22:19:00.000+08:00

hello everyone! HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!! welcome my 2008.. but before i continue talking and talking.. let me post the photos that i took yesterday during countdown!

this photo was the children waiting for the countdown.. everyone was shoutign 10, 9, 8.... and they were getting ready to pull the popper!

below are the first two photos for the year! heex. nice and pretty one.. =)

i had an enjoyable night yesterday! nice firework too! heex..

now let me state down my resolution for 2008:

1. pass my year 2 peacefully with the GPA of 3! =)

2. always stay cheerful and must not keep crying! =X

3. be more confident of myself!! =)

4. protect myself and dont allow other people to bully me!!! =XX

5. provide more time for my family and frenx! =D

6. confess my love to him!!!!!!! =XXX

7. be more organise. =X

8. dont be sotong!!!!

i think that should be all bah.. i shall reflect on myself when the year end.. wahaha! you all shall wait to see whether i fulfill this not.. heex.. last but not least.. i start the brand new year by rushing my assignments!! dumb! all my fault for not starting on it earlier.. =.= blame me bah!!! anyway.. HAPPY NEW YEAR once again!!!

fun days~

2007-12-31T21:14:00.000+08:00

hello! i am back.. last post before the clock struck 12am and welcome mr rat for 2008.. heex.. let me update a bit on what happened recently.. heex~

28 dec 2007
today is ice age outing again! and thanks to me.. we went escape again! heex.. $7 this year.. last year was $6.. wahaha! so funny.. we had different rides.. but my favourite rainbow got timing liao.. so i couldnt take more than one time of ride! haish.. only manage to take 1 time.. sianx leh.. then i had a hard time at haunted house! sheryl was strangling me until i almost die there.. haha! but i really enjoyed myself with all my lovely participants! oh ya oh ya! choonheng helped me win one sotong! heex!!! sotong! my lovely purple sotong! i hug it to sleep every night together with my pink sotong! heex.. okay lah i shall stop talking.. see photos!

29 dec 2007
supposed to go to sheng siong to buy the necessary stuffs needed for bbq tomorrow.. but the heavy rain wash away my mood.. so in the end didnt go.. only went to NTUC with mummy and xiangxiang at night.. oh ya cousin shy ya went back malaysia with haohao nephew.. cousin shy ya going pub at night.. so loh.. sianx.. i miss my haohao nephew! bought everything and went home.. so tired~

30 dec 2007
today is the day! ane13 gathering.. gosh.. woke up early and went to collect satay at woodlands industries with mummy and xiangxiang.. =.= the taxi dont noe how to go.. gosh.. i also dont noe how to go.. in the end still had to walk a very long journey to reach the block! roar! okay dont talk about that.. haha.. gilbert and his schoolmates reached my house.. waited for sally before unpacked everything and bring down to the area.. soon a lot of people came.. i had an enjoyable night although quite a few things happened.. oh ya.. i brought xiangxiang there too.. he so high ar.. played with the guys instead of the girls.. =.= haha.. but i really hope everyone enjoyed themselves too!! =))

31 dec 2007
today went to childcare centre.. start of new term again.. sianx.. conducted science lesson and did recording with one of the children.. everything went through quite smoothly.. heex.. finally i touched my assignments today! hoho! thanks god kays! but i only managed to write out my conversation with the child.. havent finish the analysis.. going to do my science evaluation too.. jia you lah! =) later going to see firework! heex! i couldnt wait.. but i really wish to go esplanade instead of causeway point.. but no one wants to go.. sianx! haish! anyway.. HAPPY NEW YEAR IN ADVANCE TO EVERYONE!!!!! =DDDDDD